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15-11-2008 (Creation of Blueprint….Past, Present, Future)
15-11-2008 (Creation of Blueprint….Past, Present, Future)


Channeling by Ellaeenah

The Karmic Board


Namaste!

We are of the Karmic Board. No, we are not here to speak to you of karma and what it is. We appreciate that all those who are gathered here are already aware that karma has little to do with repentance and atonement.

The essence of karma lies in resolution of energies and assimilation of the same into cellular structures. It is this perspective that makes karma peculiar only to human civilization for there is no other civilization that has a cellular structure in the way you do. We repeat again: karma is the resolution of the energies and the assimilation of the same into cellular structures.

It is from this perspective that today we speak to you on a subject known to you very, very little. The knowledge that you have of time and illusion is to say infantile. It is now appropriate to bring to you more and more awareness of that which you call past and present and future, and how you weave it into your blueprint, for it is woven into your blueprint; it does not ‘happen’ to you. It is not something that you have experienced.

Let us explain this. Let us visualize a soul sitting down in the Chamber of Life, creating its blueprint. A blueprint is nothing else but an energy structure that is actually woven, much like a tapestry. What strands do you use to weave this tapestry? Strands that lie around the energy structure of the soul, that you might call, unassimilated energy strands; strands that this soul has not yet assimilated into its cellular structures in previous incarnations. We are referring to physical cellular structures, not esoteric energy Beingness.

As this soul sits at its table in its Chamber of Life, it begins to experience energy strands that lie around it. These are strands that have not yet been assimilated into the cellular structures that it has taken on in past incarnations. The soul is made to experience each energy strand individually. Now here is what you have no knowledge of. In order to make this experience impactful, the energy strand that the soul experiences will take on imagery, which may have nothing to do with the real life events that it had lived through in the past. Karma and the resultant blueprint is not about events that you have lived through; it concerns the energy emanating out of those events which have not been assimilated into the cellular structure. Are you with us?

Yes.

Now, there may be a million such energy strands around the soul, in this chamber. The soul is made to experience each and every energy strand, however few or however many, that it is surrounded by. Unless every energy strand has been re-experienced, the soul is not permitted to begin its weaving process, for it is these energy strands that the soul will use to weave its blueprint. Let us give you some kind of physical analogy: you are sitting at a table, which is covered with hundreds of different colored silken threads and you are asked to weave a tapestry, using some of these silken threads, for there are too many to weave all into them. Yes, of course, as incarnations evolve, the silken threads on the table before you begin to get fewer and fewer in number. The lifetime when you have a woven the tapestry with all the silken threads, and none left over, would naturally be called, what you have termed, your ‘last life’, for there is no more silken thread left to weave a blueprint with.

Are you with us?

Yes.

After these innumerable energy strands have been re-experienced, the soul decides which of these colourful, beautiful strands it will use to weave its tapestry for its current lifetime. This tapestry have called a ‘blueprint’.

But how does the soul make this choice? Is it by random chance or by some childish game of tic-tac-toe? Of course not! When the soul experiences the energy strand, its energy structure, (not cellular structure) its energy structure, as it is at that moment of evolution, will create for the soul imagery. This imagery may have no relationship to events already lived through. For e.g. an energy structure of this soul might create an imagery of ‘murder’, whereby this soul has murdered another soul. The fact might be that this soul might have never, in its reality of illusion, ever committed murder and yet his energy structure creates the imagery of murder in order to relate to the soul that the energy strand is one of revenge.

Are you with us? That is why we repeat for the 3rd time: assimilation of energies has no relation to actual events. We repeat again: this soul has committed no murder, and yet the imagery, thrown up by this soul’s energy structure as its evolution in that moment, creates an image of murder only to facilitate an understanding of the energy of revenge. For another soul, the imagery might be completely different, as would be appropriate to the energy structure of the other soul, in that moment.

Are you with us? Are you completely with us in this explanation of experience, for it is important for all of you, as practitioners of regression and past life therapy, to understand that in moments of the regression therapy the energy structure merely creates an image, which is meant to receive an energy concept, not an event?

The past, therefore, is not an accumulation of events at all, for the soul forgets every physical experience it has undergone. And this is spoken by the Karmic Board. If the soul forgets every physical experience it has ever undergone, is there any question of atonement or regret? Do you understand now why we have constantly asked you not to think of karma in terms of either reward or punishment? We will take your questions before we proceed.

So just as the physical forgets memory of the spirit, the spirit forgets memory of the physical.

Spirit forgets all memory of the physical. You are with us completely.

Then why do we face trauma because of a past life?

Good question! We must proceed step-by-step, so hesitate not to ask us before we continue. Why is there a trauma then related to that which you call a past life experience? We are aware of what you are referring to. That is the imagery created by her soul energy structure in this moment of her evolution.

Why do I need to go through it?

We have not finished answering your question. It is an imagery that has been created. We appreciate that what we are revealing to you is completely new, but have patience. What is this harsh, rather cruel imagery meant to reveal to her? Recall what we have said: all imagery is meant for you to experience the energy strand. Let us ask you: what is the most potent experience of emotion or thought that you have had in this imagery.

Complete distress.

We will go further. Distress due to?

Loss?

That is it!!For her, loss could be most acutely experienced through this energy. She (another sitter) has the same energy strand of loss woven into her blueprint, (as many of you do here) and yet her imagery will be completely different from this child’s. We will not here now use the word ‘experience’ for we have already revealed to you a truth that the soul energy structure completely forgets every experience of the reality of illusion that it has gone through. There is no ‘letting go’ of an event or a situation; that’s already been forgotten. As soon as the soul leaves the body, events and situations lose their energy and dissipate, fade into nothingness, leaving behind them energy strands not yet assimilated.

This is after limbo or the world of the waiting soul?

Absolutely!

In that area they remember.

They remember because they are completely aware of themselves in the physical. The soul, in that state of limbo, is aware of itself as though it were in physical form, with body. The distress of such a soul is because of the body structure, which though it feels so real, is so ephemeral and the soul is unable to understand why.

Why have I chosen this?

You have woven it into your blueprint, child. You have woven this strand into your blueprint, into this wonderful tapestry that you have called life. You need to work with and assimilate this energy strand of loss, in order to understand that it is in reality free of pain.

Before we move on, we must look at this soul again, as it is in the Chamber of Life. It has now chosen for itself, let us assume, 125 colourful strands with which it will begin weaving its tapestry. As it begins to weave its tapestry and it connects with 1 strand, that 1 strand will release for it the perception and knowingness of all souls who have chosen that strand; of all souls who have chosen that strand who are already in living existence or, like the soul are in the Chamber of Life, and will soon be in living existence. We use the word ‘soon’ in this context we refer to about 150 years of earth time.

So it’s like all these souls with a similar experience are like genes on a chromosome.

How aptly put! Or for those not as scientifically inclined: a tiny thread with small knots on it. Each knot is a soul that has chosen the same strand. So when you chose the strand, you were already aware of her because she had already chosen the same strand. As the soul becomes aware of each knot on the strand, it asks whether it could use this knot effectively in its own tapestry? Many knots are left not used, some are used as a passing shade in the tapestry and others make a significant weave.

All the chosen knots on all chosen strands are woven into the most beautiful picture that is your LIFE. Now can you understand why it takes several of your human years for a soul to be born in your reality of illusion?

How does the soul make these decisions? Those souls that are common to most of its strands, we repeat: those souls who are common to most of its strands, are now, to use a word, ‘short-listed’. So let us now assume, just for the sake of easy understanding, that there are 10 knots on each of the 125 strands, which make it 1,250 knots of which 250 knots are common to almost all the strands. Are you with us? Now those 250 knots could be connected. But there may be some of these knots that are not connected at all to any of the other knots. So now out of 250 knots, the soul is now left with 200 knots.

The soul now begins the weaving; weaving the reality of illusion. This is where the Karmic Board helps the greatest. As the soul weaves in, let us say, the strand of loss and the strand of friendship and the strand of nurturing and the strand of death, its energy structure begins to create imagery. This imagery is empowered by the energies of the Karmic Board.

Why? Energy structures might weave imageries that may be, too harsh for the energy structure to experience in the reality of illusion. Thus the Karmic Board will enter in order to modify the experience. This is the only time when the word ‘experience’ can be used; only in the present, for there is no experience of the past, none in the future; only the present. And what is experience then but an imagery created by the energy structure as it weaves. This is important. The imagery is created as it weaves, not a moment before and not a moment later. Why? As you have woven one image and now you weave another image, you already have recognition of the image you have just woven. And each image already woven can add a different hue to the image currently being woven.

Now what do you mean by crossroads in a blueprint, by different paths that you may choose in a blueprint? These questions arise because you live in a world which has length and breadth and height. The imagery that you are weaving has 1,444 dimensions. As you weave images they look almost completely different from each dimension. The image is the same, but the different dimensions of this imagery come across as another road. The imagery is still continuing but when viewed from another dimension, it loses the harshness of loss and it brings in the understanding of death and separation.

Have you understood the concept of ‘past’ as we have explained it? Now we move on to the present. We will continue to use her example.

She could have, in fact, woven this imagery that she has got, so to speak, of a past life experience, which it is not; she could have woven this imagery as a present life experience. Her reaction or response would have been the same. For her, it is as real. But when she was weaving other images, this image could not be woven as a present life experience. It would not have made the other images look as beautiful and therefore it was left unwoven, as an experience, but the strand was woven in, as a memory.

Now we come to rather interesting aspect of the present. The tapestry weaves energy strands in 2 ways: either as experiences or as memories. But you will question us that how can there be memory when the soul has forgotten? The soul has forgotten the event, the physical reality of illusion, but there is an energy strand still floating around free, unassimilated; not wishing to weave this as an experience in the present, and yet wishing to assimilate it, this soul decides, as she did, to weave it in as a memory. We use the word ‘memory’ because you will understand it as ‘memory’. This so-called memory that she has received is not the reality of illusion that she faced. We repeat again: this so-called memory that she has received is not the reality of illusion that she had faced. This is only imagery, brought out by her energy structure in her moment of evolution, so that she has memory of the energy strand, not recall of an event.

So she could acknowledge it.

So that she could assimilate the energy strand. Why is the trauma coming for her? Because she is now getting caught in an imagery, which is not even a reality of illusion; it is an illusion of illusion. ( To N) You will make it a thousand times easier for you if you only work with the energy strand and understand that the imagery has been thrown up, like a kaleidoscope. As you turn it, it’s gone. You can never re-create it, so what you are getting caught in is not even a reality of illusion, beloved. It is an illusion of illusion for you have not experienced this as an event in any ‘present’ that you lived through.

This energy strand of loss that you have woven into your tapestry has been woven in with a purpose. There is only one purpose for weaving in an energy strand, any energy strand, and that is assimilation of the strand into the cellular structure. So it has to be experienced in the physical, for you are of the human civilization. Other civilizations also go through assimilation and non-assimilation, but not through their cellular structures at all, and therefore their processes are different.

Why does it keep coming in spurts?

Because you are still caught in the illusion of illusion. You have not moved beyond that to the energy strand. And this is where most of you begin to err. For you may say that you had a connection with her in a past life. The Karmic Board inquires, “How, beloved one, can you know that when your soul has no remembrance of any experience of the reality of illusion?” What she finds is a knot. A knot on an energy strand that is unassimilated; and even though it might be the strand of love, it is not an assimilated energy, so the experience that you are receiving is only the experience of the energy strand. And what you are getting caught in is the illusion of illusion (Ell: what we call past life memory) or the reality of illusion (Ell: what we call a present experience), whatever the soul has decided upon.

Reality of illusion means an actual living situation that will exist. Illusion of illusion will be, like in her case, an imagery that is thrown up by your souls as though it were, as though it were, a past life memory.

How does one resolve the energies that one goes through as present life experiences?

Any experience or memory or to use the terms of the Karmic Board: any reality of illusion or any illusion of illusion, both, can be resolved in one way only: that is karma, assimilation. So let us assume that you have an energy strand of ‘homelessness’ woven into your tapestry. She could have created an image where she has no home, she could have created an image where she is thrown out of her home, she could have created an image where she is robbed of her home. All of these realities of illusion would have given her the same experience of homelessness. She, instead, chose to weave in an image as a reality of illusion, as being separated from a space, which for her spells ‘home’ and not a physical structure. That is the imagery that came up for her as she was weaving the strand of homelessness into her tapestry. So she has this reality of illusion which she has woven into the tapestry and now wonders, “How do I move beyond this reality of illusion?” You cannot move beyond anything. What is IS! What is IS!

Jade Fire: (speaks directly to S)

What you can do is now understand: what does homelessness mean for you? What is your feeling and emotion that is associated with homelessness? What is this strand woven into your tapestry for? What is ‘home’ and where will you find it? These are questions that will help you assimilate ‘homelessness’ into your cellular structure. Once that strand has been assimilated, then the image that you have created fades away, as another dimension of the same strand takes over.

A new perspective.

Karmic Board:

Is there any question that you wish to ask for the aspect of ‘present’?

Once I have woven a strand, do I have to go on with it or can I change it?

You cannot change a strand that you have woven into your tapestry for the purpose of assimilation. But as soon as you have assimilated it, the image seems to disappear. Recall what we said earlier: you now begin to see the same image from the other dimensions of 1,444, so it seems to disappear; it still is the same image that you have woven in with so many dimensions.

So there is no escaping.

Why would you wish to ‘escape’ one of the most joyous ‘experience’ (if you wish to use that word) known to a soul? And that is assimilation, for that is where the future begins. That is the future. Assimilation of these energy strands into your cellular structure instantly creates, instantly creates, a new physical cellular system, and therefore, a completely new energy system, for it is not the energy system that rules the cellular system, it is the cellular system that rules the energy system. You are human beings; your physicality is of vital importance. It is your cellular system that rules your energy system and not vice versa, as you have so long thought it to be.

We’ve just been told that we’re recreating, rebirthing, restructuring and our cellular memory is being removed. What’s happening to the cellular memory?

Memory has not been removed; the Galactic Council was very clear with that. What you do with the new energies you have received will depend upon your memory. You use the term ‘memory’ to mean ‘recollection of an event’. We use the term ‘memory’ to mean illusion of illusion. So you recollect the reality of illusion that you have already lived through in this current incarnation. Your energy structure throws up, for you, illusion of illusion which you consider as being a past life event. So you have all these ‘memories’. Memories of events, that is constant recollection of events, lead to an accelerated, non-assimilation process. Memories, that is illusion of illusion, facilitate accelerated assimilation of energies.

Could you please explain this in the light of the explanation of the new energies that we were told about in the meeting in October?

What the new energies that are to be introduced into the earth, (and which have been introduced into those of you who have volunteered to participate in this Cosmic Experiment) will do is remove the cellular perceptual patterns. These patterns are like habitual reactions to different energies etched into your cells. Each time you experience those strands, your physical cellular structure moves into the habitual reactivity patterns, which hinder the process of assimilation. By removing these patterns, the universe is giving you the most important ‘gift’ mankind has received. For all of your lifetimes, the onus of overcoming the patterns first, and then moving into the state of assimilation has all been yours alone. Now, these patterns will be removed by the energy influx in early 2009, thus taking away 50% of the ‘work’ from you, and allowing you to focus exclusively on the understanding that is so essential to assimilation.

The reactivity patterns of energies within your cellular structures can be removed by Cosmic energies, but your recollections of events, and your recollections of how you earlier reacted to these events cannot be overcome by any other agency however powerful if might be, save yourself. This is what was meant by ‘memory’ cannot be erased. The word ‘memory’ in this context is used in the way you understand it…recollection. But, it would be as true to say that ‘memory’ in the way the universe understands it as illusion of illusion cannot be interfered with either, as it becomes part of the underlay of the tapestry woven by each soul.

But if the energy is weaved into our blueprint, how can we escape it?

You don’t escape it; you assimilate it. You can’t escape it; you assimilate it. What is this ‘escape’ that you keep talking of? There is no escape. Escape from JOY? For it is that which you wish to escape from. Assimilation of energy strands is a joyous process leading you to UNITY.
What is assimilation? Becoming unified within your own cellular structure. That is unity. There is no thing ‘out there’ to unite with. There is no thing out there to unite with. Unity is a unified cellular structure: the table being cleared of the colourful silken threads.

Unity is a unified energy structure; an energy structure free of separate chakras, free of separate energy/etheric bodies, free of separation within itself!!

So what we call Nirvana is the ultimate assimilation.

Empty table!! That is why Nirvana has often been described as ‘nothingness’. There is nothing. The table lies clean.

Once all strands are woven into a cellular structure, the cellular structure takes on the most magnificent transformation. That is what physics teaches you as ‘Big Bang’. In the moment of a fully unified cellular structure, it ‘bangs’ into a radiant, multi-dimensional energy field, in which you are created into a new universe. You become a universe. You become a universe. And do not think that all universes must be physical.

There is still some confusion within you all. Ask your questions.

I have had the experience of beingness within me, but I do get disempowered by illusion.

Of course! Some of your energy strands are already assimilated, so as you move through your tapestry, like a ship, which goes into this tapestry, in different dimensions and different layers, you move into those seas, let us use as an analogy, where there are no unassimilated energy strands that lie as rocks in your path, and you experience, (here’s that word again), unity, you experience empowerment, you experience joy for that is what assimilation is. And then as your ship turns to those seas where there lie unassimilated energy strands, these are like the rocks that the ship bumps against.

Are there a lot more bumps these days?

That is not a question we can answer, for every single soul has woven in different numbers and different colours of strands.

How will you know if there are no more rocks left at all? When there is no worry, there is no chaos around you, there is no conflict, there is no ill health; there is utter joy because there is no resistance. You resist what you bump against.

Now let move on to the illusion of time, for if a soul has no remembrance of any physicality of illusion, then does it not automatically follow that there is no history? Which means there is no 1985, no 100A.D., no 2048….. and yet, paradoxically, there is. That is called the reality of illusion. Time is a like a needle into which the strands are threaded. You need a needle with which to weave your tapestry and this needle is the needle of time.

Having experienced all the strands, short-listed them, then having experienced all the knots in all the short-listed strands, having short-listed them even further, you now begin to understand what is required by your energy structure, you begin to be aware of the needles used by these other souls whom you are going to cohabitate with, and we are not only referring to your friends, to your families and to your enemies; we are referring to all souls that you will ever meet, including just a passing stranger who is a knot in your energy strand in the imagery.

Now if he chooses her as a knot and he is using the needle of 2025 and she is using the needle of 1025, then she must create him and he must create her completely different. And they will experience themselves and each other, for they will be in incarnation simultaneously, but he will experience her as though she were alive in 2025 and she will experience him as though he were alive in 1025, for she is not experiencing him and he is not experiencing her. They are experiencing the energy strand.

So that’s how we have experienced masters, like Christ?

You create the Christ in your image. That is why the Christ experienced by you NOW is the energy strand you experience with the needle of current time!!! Have you heard our words? You create the Christ in your image. And thus the Christ that you create in your image may not be the Christ that she creates in her image, for in her image, she may create a Christ who is harsh and unforgiving, who will make you repent, who asks you to regret and atone for sins, and in your image, it may be a Christ who is loving and forgiving. And neither Christ is real, for it is both a reality of illusion or an illusion of illusion, however you have woven it in. What is real is the energy strand of that which you perceive as Christ!!!

So the bottom line is: we create our own reality.

One hour’s channeling in one line!!! And that is the truth!! You create your own reality of illusion. Why do we constantly keep using this term? So that you understand that it is the reality of illusion. The only truth is what is held in the energy strand. That is the only truth. The events, the drama around it, is only that: a drama, which as soon as the lights come on, the actors will take their bow and get out of their costumes and make-up. And what will live on after you have finished seeing the drama? The emotions that the drama has evoked in you, which if assimilated, need not be woven into another tapestry. But if not assimilated, will be woven as another drama.

How do we make sure that it is assimilated?

That is a good question. How do you ensure that these energy strands are assimilated? Always, in the case of human civilization, first start from the physical. It is not energy that influences physical; it is physical that influences energy.

So you will start with the physical drama. The actors who played their role in this drama, this event. Let us not even use the word ‘experience’; it is an event, a situation, an occurrence, a happening. What is this occurrence, event, happening, bringing up for you as the most potent force? If the potent force makes you expansive, and empowers you, you have already assimilated it. If this potent force leaves you in chaos, in disturbance, in restlessness, in agitation, whether it is emotional, mental or physical, it has not been assimilated. You must understand that you are encountering an energy strand not yet assimilated. Now as Jade Fire told her: what does the strand mean to you? Once again, you start with the physical to the energy structure, which means from the mind to the Divine Mind.

What does intellectual mind have as a belief system about that energy strand? What are the emotions that are evoked by that belief system? Understand the strand. Without understanding the strand, you cannot assimilate it. Understand the strand. Do nothing else. Assimilation needs no work; it needs understanding. That is all.

And no resistance.

With understanding, there can be no resistance, for if you see that the rock is an illusion, you will not perceive it as a huge boulder in the path of your ship.

Didn’t we also weave in our belief system?

Good, good, good question. Wonderful question, which takes us on to the next part. You did not weave in the belief system. Once the tapestry has been woven, the human being begins to take form; but only after the tapestry has been woven. Why? For in the creation of the tapestry, the soul might see itself crippled, the soul might see itself handicapped, debilitated. So it is only after the tapestry is woven that the human body begins to now create itself. From what? From the cellular structure that you died with. You separated the energy structure from the cellular structure at the moment of death. The energy structure, that you now are, occupies that same cellular structure, for that is yours. It doesn’t disintegrate. Your body disintegrates; not your cellular structure, not your energy structure.

The belief system is held within the cellular perceptual patterns already existing in the cellular structure. As the cellular structure is freed of patterns, the beliefs that are restricting will evolve into expansive, enlightening energies that radiate their fullness outwards.

With the influx of the new cosmic energies in early 2009, the cellular structures will change as they are freed from the cellular perceptual patterns. This is the gift you are receiving----- this is like a spiritual rebirthing for all, because the cellular structures that you took on from your earlier soul journeys are now being recreated anew, restructured, freed of hindering patterns. This gift gives you a powerful impetus to move forward as it frees you from the beliefs. But, in the human world, beliefs can also be generated and strengthened by recollection of events, and this only you have the power to overcome.

Is there a Higher Self in all this?

Can there be any higher and lower self? There is a cellular structure and there is an energy structure. Where is the question of you being higher than you are and you being lower than you are?

We do, we do understand that as we are unveiling layers of new truths, so to speak, for you, your old truths that you have been taught to use, the terms that you have been taught to use, are difficult to let go of. But those old truths were needed to set a foundation for you, for unless you understood one level of truth, you would not be ready to understand a deeper level. When you teach a child of 3 the alphabets, the child of 3 believes that language is all about alphabets and nothing else. But by the time this child graduates, the alphabets have fallen away and although the alphabets are still used, they are not even pertinent to their reality of their language any more, for so many other ‘truths’ become more significant to make the language richer. Does that make the alphabet not true? They are true but they are not the entirety of language as understood and believed by the 3 year old.

We think we have confused you enough for the day, but there is greater awareness. (Laughter) And we would like you to use the following month to experience the strands in your tapestry, for this will be a useless discourse if only stored away in bookshelves. We wish you to experience the strands of your tapestry, so that we can take you further the next time we meet.

The books of Brian Weiss we read 10 years ago held truth at that time.

Every book ever written, every word ever written, or spoken, has held truth relevant to its time and place and reader. The books of Brian Weiss will be read 50 years later, and will hold the same significance for one who reads it then, as you read it 10 years ago. So when someone tells you of a truth that they have uncovered but which you have moved beyond, do not demean, deride or derogate them for that truth, for they are uncovering a layer you had uncovered a while ago. And if, in their moment of uncovering, you tell them that it is not true or that there is a truth that is greater, you will only dishonour the uncovering, for every layer for every soul must be uncovered only in the right moment in time, as the image comes to life. As the image comes to life! Understand, beloveds, the Karmic Board could be as egoistic for what we have revealed to you, just now, as the truth, which seems to you as so awe-striking, but which for us is ABC.

Respect, for every image which comes to life, must be given its due place, for there is no image that comes to life a moment before or after it is meant to.

That is synchronicity.

That is synchronicity.

Namaste!





 
   

 

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