22-2-2009
Channeling by Ellaeenah
Namaste!
‘Do not be the hand that weaves. Be the Consciousness that moves the hand that weaves’. That is where we left (referring to the meeting of 18.1.2009) and that is where we must start. But to be the hand that weaves, you must be aware that there is, inherently, in that hand, Consciousness itself. You must now move beyond that inherent Consciousness --- the Consciousness that you are not in awareness of --- and BE the Consciousness that you are aware of.
In order to be aware of Consciousness, you must know what Consciousness is, and you must know it as vitally and as really and as factually as you know yourself, for even as we speak, the concept of soul, as was explained to you in the last month, is still not a ‘known’ concept. You have intellectualized it, even understood it to an extent, but you still do not ‘know’ it. In this subtle difference lies the Divine Plan. The distinction between intellectualization and knowingness, the bridge of vast Universal Consciousness; if you can master this bridge, you have mastered Consciousness.
Once you master Consciousness, Life, as you know it, becomes so vast that, in fact, Life, as you know it, comes to an end. For Life, as you know it, is only a miniscule part of Consciousness, but it is in this miniscule part that you will find the secret of Consciousness.
So let us understand Consciousness. To bring back to your memory, we ask you to recall that your universe is only one orb of 144 orbs. With this, therefore, we must hasten to add that we give you the knowingness of Consciousness of one of 144 orbs. For it is well nigh impossible for you to comprehend, and for us to even begin to explain the Consciousness as prevalent to, and recognized by, the remaining 143 orbs.
This orb that is your Universe has chosen a certain foundation of Consciousness, and that foundation of Consciousness lies in ‘knowingness’ and not in ‘experience’. (To a sitter) Do not be so hasty in your conclusion. Experience is a part of your living reality: experience of events, experience of relationships, experience of joy and fear and sorrow and so on. But this experience is merely the experience of an event; not the experience of Consciousness.
Are you with us?
Yes.
So an event occurs, which you will react to, and then contemplate over, and make sense of, and then reach a knowingness of who you are and who the other is, and what the event really signified.
Your Consciousness, therefore, is founded in ‘knowingness’. All things must lead to ‘knowingness’ and not ‘experience’. To ‘experience’ Consciousness is to be able to feel it ‘tangibly’, in your cellular structure; as tangibly as you would feel your blood and tissues and bones and muscles and all. That will not be your ‘experience’. Your ‘knowingness’ of Consciousness will always be limited to, and restricted by, the mental boundaries of that subtle body that you have called: the mental energy field.
When you are the hand that weaves, you limit your action and your reaction to within the boundaries of that mental energy field. When you seek to be the Consciousness that moves the hand that weaves, you then begin to search for the means, the ways, the tools, the implements, the knowledge, the wisdom, by which the mental energy field may expand outwards, beyond its current limitations and boundaries.
Are you still with us?
Yes.
We will proceed slower in every session for the wisdom is getting more intricate and more elaborate. So you must be with us at every step.
Is the mental body connected with the personality?
Completely in connection with the personality, and yet, let us explain that it is the mental body which defines the personality, and not the other way around. So a restricted mental energy field will be manifest, will come across as a gross, dense personality. A restricted mental energy field will create heavy reactionary processes; heavy, dense, gross, slow in vibration; heavy reactionary processes in the personality. The personality might react, therefore, little one, as rage or envy or abuse or murder or rape or violence or crime, all showing a restricted mental energy field except in those situations where the soul (not spirit; the soul… we have explained to you the distinction (pl refer to the transcripts of Jan 18 2009 and Dec 21 2008)), the soul chooses to murder and rape for the purpose of knowingness of its Consciousness.
What would be the difference of the mental energy fields?
In one, the mental energy field being restricted in its boundaries, does not permit finer vibrations to emit out of it or radiate into it and, therefore, its reactionary processes are based upon ignorance of Consciousness. In the second case, it is based upon knowingness of Consciousness; action remaining the same, foundation being diametrically opposite: one resulting in, what you might call, karma; the other resulting in soul expansion.
May we move on?
Yes.
So the eternal quest of your universe is to know Consciousness through the mental energy field. Thus in your universe, in your universe, every planet, every star system, every galaxy, every life form, animate and inanimate, quests for ‘knowingness’ and not ‘experience’. And thus in your universe, every planet, every star system, every galaxy, every constellation, every plant, every fish, every bird, every human, every insect, every stone, is predominantly ruled by the mental energy.
That is why, in your universe, the 3 Rays of Universal Attribute: Ray of Divine Power (Ray 1), Ray of Love and Wisdom (ray 2) and Ray of Divine Wisdom and Knowingness (Ray 3) all converge in wisdom, for Ray 1 must have wisdom to know the difference between personal will and divine will, and Ray 2 has love and wisdom, and Ray 3 has the purity and essence of Divine Wisdom. That is why, in your universe, there is not a single Ray of pure love; but is the modified Ray of Love/Wisdom. If there were a Ray of pure love, the mental energy field would not be able to function, for Love is experience of Consciousness, Wisdom is knowingness of Consciousness.
So be aware that every smallest to every largest, in your universe, is influenced by the mental energy field. If you wish, therefore, to simplify the foundations of Consciousness of your universe, you would simplify this as: To KNOW Is to BE; not To Be Is to Know, which is the experience of another orb. Yours is: TO KNOW IS TO BE. And thus the channelings, and thus books, and thus this wisdom, infiltrating down to you, for if you must BE the Consciousness that moves the hand that weaves, you must first know of the Consciousness that moves the hand that weaves.
So let us now begin this process of knowing. And we will start, for the sake of easier explanation, from something that you know, to move you gently to something that you do not know. Let us consider a small action… and we ask you to perform this action with us: move your hand up and down and up and down and up and down. What of Consciousness do you know through this action?
Consciousness of movement.
Excellent! The Consciousness of movement is what you have made yourself aware of. So you now know that Consciousness has movement; that it is not still and it is not static. It can move up and down and around and sideways. You have become aware of the Consciousness of movement but you have made this movement over a billion times, in your current life, and have not been conscious of the Consciousness of movement, which you now will be. Each time that you make a movement, you will now, whether you intelligently and deliberately focus or not, you will instantly, somewhere within your cellular structure, be in tune with the Consciousness of movement, which means you will be connected to Consciousness, as it is in movement.
Now let us take another simple aspect of your life: let us breathe in and out and breathe in and out and breathe in and out. What do you now know of Consciousness?
Prana!
Excellent, little one. The Consciousness of prana. You are now conscious that when you breathe in you are taking in a force, an energy, without which your life, as you know it, would not be possible. And breathing out makes you know the Consciousness of……?
Releasing energy
Of freedom!
Why freedom?
We will explain both the processes of breathing clearly. When you breathe in, you are now ‘knowing’ that Consciousness has a life force running through it; that Consciousness is not dead or stagnant but it is dynamic. All life force is dynamic. And when you breathe out, you become aware that Consciousness is the force of liberation of all that the personality desires to be released from.
There is not a single movement, action, or reaction of bodily process that you make, that does not have Consciousness woven into it. We are now going to discover the Consciousness of each of these processes so that you understand that there is not a single bodily process that is at random. Otherwise, you could have breathed in and not breathed out.
Do we do it consciously as well as subconsciously?
You do it consciously, as the Soul, subconsciously, as the Intermediary Soul and in complete unconsciousness, as the Spirit Being; for the Soul knows. Recall what we have said earlier: it is the Soul that weaves the tapestry; it is the Intermediary Soul which has the first living mind reality, and you are following soul direction. The hand that weaves!
So it is the Consciousness of freedom from all that the personality desires to be free of. The personality! Why did we not say ‘soul’ or ‘intermediary soul’? Now you must be able to answer that. Why does personality seek freedom, but not intermediary soul or soul?
Because it knows it is free!
Excellent! It knows it already. The Consciousness of freedom is known. The personality has to do it, to know it, to be it. So as soon as you are a baby, you are actually doing so that you know, in order to be. That is your Divine Plan: ‘To Do -- To Know -- To BE’.
Now let us move on. What about crying, weeping?
The Consciousness of feeling?
Mental energy field is the foundation of Consciousness; emotions and feelings have no place in this.
I didn’t get that.
We will explain that. After we have discussed this Consciousness, we will explain to you about emotions.
So, weeping, crying: Consciousness of………?
Lack?
Dichotomy between the knowing and the not knowing?
Let us discuss both your answers. The Consciousness of that which is not known, turns into the Consciousness of lack. Lack is the Consciousness of not knowing. (To a sitter) So when we tell you, little one, that there is a ‘lack’ in you, it means that there is Consciousness of not knowingness that abundance is yours, for you are Soul, you are Consciousness. And that is why it is termed: lack: lack of knowingness.
Now we will move on briefly to the emotions and the role that they play in your life as the spirit beings that you embody yourself as. Emotion and feeling has no part to play with Soul, for if you recall very early in our discussions we have told you: soul has no memory (Pl refer to transcripts of 12 Oct. 2008 and 15 Nov. 2008). All memory is based in emotion. And yet, when you talk of memory, you point to your head. Memory resides not here (head) but in the heart. That which has no emotion connected with it has no memory. That which has too many dangerous emotions connected with it has a memory lock. It is the personality that is ruled by emotion, little one; not Intermediary Soul and not Soul.
That is why when you undertake, what you have termed uniquely as, ‘inner child work’, you work upon the emotions stored, as a memory bank, within the personality, not the Soul. Soul has no memory for …. Go on complete that sentence yourselves.
Assimilation
Exactly! For soul is Consciousness.
Emotions that are blocked are unassimilated energies.
Absolutely right! Absolutely right! Unassimilated energies in the spirit structure, for there can be no unassimilated energies in the soul structure.
Now may we move?
Yes!
Laughter. What awareness of Consciousness do you get from this?
Happiness
Laughter is not attached to emotion. Laughter is the joyous expansion of the mental energy field. That is why you have a statement: Laugh Yourself Well. With every laugh, the mental energy field expands, and finer vibrations radiate into and emit out of the energy field. Wellness is the natural outcome. Laugh and get well.
Creation?
That is it! Consciousness of Creation! Laughter expands the mental energy field. And how can the mental energy field be expanded except through your own creation? For creation to take place in your structure, in your overall complete structure, only you must create it, for you are your God. And how do you create it? One of the ways is Laughter.
Is that why they say: ‘Laugh and the world laughs with you’?
And that is why they say: ‘Laugh and the world laughs with you’ for the mental energy field begins to expand enough to embrace all your extensions. All your extensions!
Cry and you cry alone…..
For it is only this ‘personality’ that has the Consciousness of the lack. Each time you laugh, you expand your complete energy field. When we say ‘complete energy field’ we include at however many extensions you have chosen to split into: 12 or 144, all multiples. So you do not get well alone, but together, and that sometimes feeling of sheer exuberance and so-called ‘unreasonable happiness’ that engulfs you is because one of ‘you’ has laughed enough.
In order to resolve a conflict, in order to find a solution, all you need to do is laugh, for you instantly expand the mental energy field. Instead of running around in circles, with your tiny, little brain, why not move into the mental energy field, which engulfs you and all your extensions? You will have, at the tip of your fingers, the wisdom that is known, not only to ‘you’ as one spirit embodiment, but the wisdom that is known to all your extensions, merged and unmerged.
How does the laughter merge us?
As the mental expansion continues to take place, the 144 or 12 or multiples chosen come closer and closer and closer in unity, merging with the higher splits, merging with the higher splits, till the orb is reached.
So that is the ascension process.
And that is the ascension process: mental energy field expansion. Mental energy field expansion …. not expansion of intellect.
Do we have to laugh physically or could we just think of laughter?
Overall! Overall! Laughter is all encompassing because it arises out of the mental energy field. Therefore, it embraces the entire persona, brain and heart and body.
If we practiced laughter as an exercise, even if we were not feeling very light-hearted, would it have the same effect?
You will never be able to practice laughter without humour in it, for as soon as you start the activity of laughing, humour will take over, for laughter resides in Creativity. As soon as you laugh, Creativity is unlocked; Creativity is joy, joy is laughter. Try it! There is nothing funny that we have spoken but start laughing.
The sitters start laughing.
Continue and see how long it takes you to feel happy. Now wasn’t that quick? Laughter can never remain a non-humorous activity.
If we were to laugh while trying to resolve an issue with someone, that person would think we were laughing at him.
And for that you need the mental energy field discretion, which brings us to another aspect of Consciousness. There is a choice you have to make. You have to choose several times a day and many of the choices that you have are far more complicated than ‘do I use this or do I use that’. But it is still choice; options that you have been given which you now have to exercise your intellect over. Consciousness of…..? What is involved in choice?
Discrimination!
Discretion!
Discretion!!! So, so different from discrimination. Discrimination involves rejection. Discretion involves acceptance. To choose ‘this’….. If you discriminate, you reject ‘that’ and say that this will not be used for it doesn’t have adequate power. But to choose ‘this’ and discern, you would say, “This seems appropriate for the purpose I wish to use it”. That is discretion in your choice. So, dear one, you would need to use the Consciousness of discretion whether to laugh aloud or not, and in which moment. Choice makes you aware that Consciousness is able to discern, to be discreet; Consciousness has the ability to choose and every choice of Consciousness leads to a further knowingness that erupts from that choice. And thus, no choice is wrong for each choice leads you down a path of more complete knowingness.
So you now know that Consciousness has movement, that Consciousness has the ability to create energy in the mental energy field through laughter, Consciousness has the ability to be free of whatever the persona desires to be free off, Consciousness is dynamic, Consciousness has the ability to choose. And you unearthed all these aspects through your own personality.
Where’s the free will choice? Is it the personality?
You have forgotten: free will is soul. Free will is the soul.
So the personality has no free will. Does surrender mean surrender to Consciousness?
Surrender to the soul; to that one lifetime that the soul has woven. One! You must recall: we take you back: every soul has only one lifetime … not spirit beingness, soul…. (transcripts of November and December 2008) every soul has one lifetime. In that lifetime, the soul weaves its tapestry of time-line, of purpose, of event, of experience, of unassimilation and resolution, in order to expand the mental energy field, in order to know, in order to be. So personality must surrender to soul.
How did humanity fall down from this knowingness that it had?
With every split (and that is what split really means: split is the contraction of the mental energy field), with every contraction there is a natural denseness that takes place in the mental energy field.
How did it learn emotion?
We must use this question to completely explain emotion to you, for you must not confuse emotion in the process of Consciousness.
Emotion plays no role in Consciousness in your orb; this you must know. The spirit beingness that is embodied, that we will call the ‘personality’, if you choose, or the ‘human being’, has 3 components: its body, for its movements and other processes, for life as the human being knows it (for life as the human being knows it; not as the soul knows it). So the body is needed.
The brain …. for it must have a brain in order to make sense of the mental energy field that it is a part of; for you are personality, but more significantly than that you are intermediary soul and even more significantly than that, you are soul, and most significantly, you are the orb. So must make sense of the mental energy field, for the Divine Plan is: to know is to be, so how will you know without the brain?
And then there is the 3rd aspect of the human being: the heart, for Consciousness has, within it, inherent love, for Consciousness cannot be free of either Love nor Wisdom nor Power. For though your orb has chosen the predominant energy as the mental, it cannot refuse the Love and say, “I reject this”. So woven into the Wisdom is the strand of Love, which you must make sense of, through the heart. For the brain is for the predominant mental energy field, the heart for the strand that runs through.
Where does Power come?
Let us finish with the emotion; we will come to that.
So, the personality is the one within which dwells the heart; the heart attempting to make sense of the strand, the brain having the ability to have memory of the heart that feels. Every emotion that you feel is registered in the brain. That is why you mistakenly feel that it is the brain that has memory, whereas it is the heart that has memory; the brain only serves as a storehouse. The heart has to make sense of the feelings; the strand of Love. But because your orb has not chosen the Path of Love, as its Consciousness foundation, but the Path of Wisdom, as its Consciousness foundation, Love necessarily becomes ‘impure’, for Wisdom is still not ‘pure’.
When Wisdom is pure, Consciousness IS, Love automatically becomes pure. That is emotion, for recall, that the orb is still part of the Unified Source, so though it chooses the mental energy field, Unified Source has Love, Wisdom and Power; neither can be rejected; all IS Unified Consciousness.
So. Little one, where is power? When I know who I AM, and I am who I AM, I AM the Power that IS.
Does this apply also to those whom we consider mentally incapacitated?
Oh! Never judge those beings as having a restricted mental energy field. The outward manifestation of the brain has very, very, very little to do with the expansion and restriction of the mental energy field. And, in fact, little one, often the brain is deliberately asked to play a slower tune, so that Consciousness of the Soul, through the mental energy field, can come through without the filtration process of the impurity of the brain.
Schizophrenia is when the music of the brain runs too rapidly, not allowing the mental energy field to filter in its fullest capacity.
However restricted, and however expanded the mental energy field of each spirit being might be, the spirit being will live to its fullest when its full potential of whatever mental energy field is available to it, is infiltrated through to the brain, to the heart, to the body.
So that can be felt by only living in the moment.
And that is the secret of Consciousness, for there is no time. Time is merely a needle with which the soul weaves the tapestry.
Now let us explore Consciousness even further. The act of sleep; sleep! Does Consciousness need to rest? Does Consciousness get tired?
No motion.
No, dear one, we’ve already discovered that Consciousness has movement.
It is the Consciousness of non-activity. Non-activity! The Consciousness of non-activity which you, as spirit beings, strive to attain through the process that you call contemplation, chanting and prayer, affirmation and breathing: the Consciousness of non-activity. ‘Not to do’ is also to know and to be. ‘Not to do’ is also to know and to be, just as vitally as ‘to do’ is to know and to be. Non-activity!
What is the relevance of sleep, not for the purpose of personality? What is the relevance of sleep for the purpose of Consciousness?
Is it the opportunity of dream fueled Consciousness?
Consciousness does not fade, does not ebb, so it does not need to be re-fueled.
Sleep is necessary for the process of Consciousness for it is in this aspect of sleep that the extensions become one.
What happens when someone is unconscious?
That is a different process; we will come to that.
In the activity of non-activity, you and your extensions merge and become intermediary soul, each night. Each night! Time is only the needle! And all intermediary souls merge into the soul. Each night you become, BE-come soul. Sleep or non-activity is vital for the process of Consciousness, for it is Soul that knows it, for it is Soul that IS, and each night you Know, and each night you Are. But, the significant question is, do you allow non-activity to take place? Shutting your eyes is not the same as shutting your brain? And if you need a drink or a drug, it means your brain is not shut; your brain is being sedated, but it is not shut.
Those nights when you are releasing, through the dream psychology, the pains and wounds that the heart has been caused through the day, your brain is not shut. Those nights when you toss and turn and are unable to sleep the sleep of non-activity, your brain is not shut. So do you ‘sleep’ or do you sleep the sleep of non-activity? Only when there is non-activity, there is Soul.
But what happens when someone has a problem with alcohol?
That is why that mental energy field remains restricted.
Is this sleep of non-activity when we awaken refreshed?
That’s the connection.
We call it REM sleep?
(Smiles) Call it REM or PEF or whatever you wish. We call it SOUL.
Every night, there is a certain time that you do connect.
Absolutely right! Absolutely correct! It is not how many hours you connect, but how vitally you connect, for you may sleep for 10 hours and she may sleep for 2, and her connection for 2 hours may be full and complete, whereas in 10 hours, you may have had 9 hours and 55 minutes of brain activity and 5 minutes of non-activity. It is the depth and completion of non-activity that brings spirit extensions together, and intermediary souls, together to reach soul.
Is dreaming connecting to Consciousness or is it the activity of the mind?
Depends entirely on the kind of dream. And yet, the more expanded your mental energy field, you will be able to instantly be in realization, whether the dream is a state of Consciousness knowing or is it a state of activity of the brain.
So when you know you’re dreaming, when you’re dreaming, is that Consciousness?
Consciousness is only when it is not ruled by heart release.
Can this sleep be at any time of the day or night?
Any time of non-activity. We only brought in ‘sleep’ into this discussion because it is your most significant activity of non-activity. But, we must hasten to add, that the human brain has been conditioned to allow non-activity at night.
Some people seem to have non-activity throughout the day. (Laughter)
That is inertia, lethargy, non-movement, which is ruled by heart release. Non-movement is a depressive action, repressing and densifying the mental energy field.
There are people who have an out-of-body experience, where they connect with a brilliant light and then they return to the human body. Is this…?
Consciousness! Pure Consciousness!
You mentioned that all, in our universe, have a mental ability.
Predominant mental energy rule.
Does that mean that on all planets there are energies or entities who…?
Not, maybe, there are!!! In the forms you might not recognize, but yes, life, as we call LIFE, not as you refer to life.
Life is everywhere.
In the stone, as well. That is why we mentioned: life forms, animate and inanimate.
May I ask you a question about something that came up earlier? You mentioned that it’s the soul that has free will but then where does my free will come in? How does one create in that case?
To know is to BE, to BE is to automatically create what you ARE.
So until you’ve learnt to live as that soul, you can’t really create.
You do not need to live that every moment considering you are still in human embodiment. But if you can live that for 5 minutes of illusory time, in that your creation is the creation of the universe. But can you do it for 5 minutes? Laugh and create. Laugh and create.
The attributes of Consciousness that you’ve spoken about is the void….
The void can be considered as the Unified Source from which constantly there is the non-energy that emanates. That is why it is called the void. There is no-thing which your orb can understand. It goes beyond the orb.
For this month, with every action and non-action, understand Consciousness, through your personality. Understand the attributes of Consciousness, and by the time you come back in the next month, you will find that you know Consciousness vitally, even if it is to a small degree. And that is the opening that you seek, for if you know it but this much, this much has to necessarily expand.
Namaste! |