21-3-2009

Discourse by Ellaeenah

Happy New Day to each one! This is more than just a greeting, for March 21st 2009 is something different. We are all aware that come 2012 something new and wonderful is about to happen, but none of us quite know what. March 21st 2009 is our first step to that ‘something wonderful’.

September of 2008 brought energies that almost physically kicked out of our systems, old patterns that we were holding on to. Have we cleared them all? Certainly not! To the extent that we have cleared them, we have made space within ourselves for the energies of today. So what are these energies of today? They are the energies of re-creation and reconstruction. But what are we going to recreate, and what are we going to reconstruct? We are going to recreate ourselves. That’s an extremely large responsibility to take: to recreate yourselves and, this time round, having the reins of creation almost entirely in your hands.

For all this time, humanity has been the co-creator and yet, even though it has been a co-creator, its role in creation has been subsidiary to the Source, to the universe, which often overshadowed what we considered was the right thing to create. On hindsight, we are often grateful that the universe didn’t allow us to create what we thought was right.

The equation has turned now. It is now the universe and the Source who will play a subsidiary role and you and I will play the primary role. Are we all ready for this? Are we ready to take on this responsibility as the primary energy of creation? Are we certain that we have the vision to create? Are we sure we have moved beyond our selfishness, for to create, the primary source of energy has to think of the collective? Are you completely certain that you are ready, that you will be able to put aside what you selfishly desire in the common good of the collective?

I don’t know what your answer is, but my answer is: I’m not that sure. Have I moved so significantly beyond my selfishness? I’m not ashamed to say: I don’t know and I’m not foolish enough to say: Of course I will. 48 years of thinking of oneself first is a very difficult habit to break. So before you turn cocky and say you always put others before yourself, take a pause, review some of the most important moments in your life. Have you really moved beyond selfishness?

And yet, whether we have or we have not, humanity has become the primary source of the energy of creation. So it becomes vital that we ask ourselves a few pertinent questions, and be ruthlessly honest with ourselves, for eventually, who are you going to impress? When you’re talking fake, however spiritually good it might sound, it sounds fake. The danger is: when you talk fake to yourself, you sometimes start believing in that delusion and that delusory world that you live in, where you consider you’ve moved beyond all your deficiencies, that you are spiritually extremely evolved, that your growth is so much superior to that of your brother, that delusion becomes your greatest enemy. And now it becomes the greatest enemy of all humanity, because now our responsibility is not only towards self. It is towards the larger I AM!

So before we know what these energies are, we really need to do a lot of inner work to be completely certain that we are ready for these energies for if you delude yourself and make yourself believe that you are completely ready, you will not attempt to do the work you still need to do; that you and I still need to do to move beyond this great human hurdle of selfishness.

The instinct of survival, which is a natural instinct for you and me, cannot be moved beyond. We cannot transcend this instinct for survival. It’s who we are. But that instinct for survival rears its head in sometimes the ugliest forms of selfishness. It is important to understand that before every selfish act, behind every selfish word, lies emptiness. I don’t agree when people say that there are some people who are just, by nature, greedy. Greed is a sign of emptiness for if you are hungry will you not be greedy and want to eat everything off that buffet table? But when you’re not hungry, you can comfortably sit back and allow the rest to feast for themselves. Greed and selfishness point to our inner emptiness. How much of this have we filled? How much is still empty within? In the coming few weeks, these are the answers we are going to have to give ourselves; no one else, ourselves.

Today, whether we are ready or not, the universe has said that we are to be the primary source, and it will step back. We are still co-creators, but now it’s a 70/30 relationship with 70% of the power of creation given to us.

That is why, my beloved friends, the Mayan calendar doesn’t show us anything beyond 2012. Starting from March 21st 2009 to January 1st 2012, we will create that future. The Mayan calendar did not stop because there was going to be the destruction of the Earth. We have been told repeatedly by the Masters that there is no way the Earth is going to be destroyed. In fact, yesterday in the last energy program, Lord Melchizedek came through and said the Earth has made such rapid progress, not only as a physical planet but as an energy planet, that she is now almost a fully developed 12th dimensional being. Humanity, on the other hand, is not even a fully developed 5th dimensional being. This rift, if it gets vaster, will enforce that humanity and the Earth part ways.

I don’t know what you will create, but I’m going to create a closing of that distance. If I have to close that distance, I have to start on me, because I have also played a vital part in that distance becoming wider; I have played a vital path in humanity not becoming a fully developed 5th dimensional being, which it should have been by now.

This kind of creation is going to require very harsh answers out of me. It’s going to demand that once and for all I stop thinking in terms of me and what I want and what I need and what I desire. How often do we really do that? When you really want or need something, do you genuinely think of the collective, at that time? You don’t. I don’t.

So the important question right now is: (1) What are we going to create? (2) What are the tools we have, personally, with which we will create? (3) Are we ready for this creation?

What are these energies like? In the channeling in Poona, we were told that the energies that have been surging onto Earth, since yesterday evening, are two-pronged: on one hand, they described the energy as a thick, almost viscous fluid-like energy structure, light yellow in colour. That energy is the energy for the removal of cellular perceptual patterns.

I won’t go into detail about cellular perceptual patterns, but those of you who are interested, could go on to my website and read the channelings that have come through since October 2008. A few of us have been meeting, each month, and getting information that is leaving us completely baffled because it’s information that is so new and so completely alien to our intelligence. For the first time, the universe is revealing to us exactly how a soul is constructed, what happens to that soul on construction, what is its purpose, how does the soul fit in with the Divine Plan and what is this Divine Plan about? The universe obviously thinks that humanity is now ready for this information.

The first set of energies will remove your cellular perceptual patterns, patterns that have been ingrained in your cellular structure of which you are not even aware but out of which you react all the time. We were made to understand that the reason why, though we try so often to move beyond a personal hurdle but can’t, is because of these cellular perceptual patterns. Humanity has done something good somewhere for the universe is giving us a boon and for the first time, in the history of humanity, universal energies will clear the cellular perceptual patterns; clear them 100%. We don’t need to do anything to deserve it.

Many will react to these energies. I urge you to read the transcript of the Poona meeting for it explains to you how you can meet these new energies without your physical bodies going into a state of trauma and shock.

So cellular perceptual patterns will be removed, but we have something else to contend with: the human memory. You and I have indoctrinated ourselves to react in a certain manner, and that has formed a part of our physical memory bank. That is why there are some people who look at people of different castes, colours, racial denominations and go ‘yuck’. It has nothing to do with intellectual reasoning which, in fact, may urge them to realize that they are being judgmental and discriminatory. It’s their subconscious and unconscious indoctrination. The cellular perceptual pattern behind the indoctrination will be removed, but the responsibility of moving beyond your memory bank is still your own.

Selfishness is in our intelligent memory bank.

The second stream of energies is completely different from this viscous, yellow energy. It is sparkling silver, effervescent, giving out sparks of light. That’s the energy of re-creation. The closest I can describe this energy is a divali sparkler. This energy crackles and sparkles, like a sparkler.

One one hand, you have this thick, viscous fluid coursing through your energy structure, pushing out the cellular perceptual pattern. Close behind it comes this fire-cracker, sparkling energy. Whatever has been cleared is instantly transplanted with the sparkling silver.

I was given this information last night. This afternoon, I was listlessly surfing the television, and saw an ad on TV: On Sunday, silver will be introduced! I think it had the word GO in the ad. It was actually a message from the universe telling us: Go ahead! There is silver now with you. I was floored by how the universe talks to us. It’s there, all around us, but we are just too deaf or blind, at times.

Before we can use this re-creation energy, we have to work on our organs. Why on our organs, I questioned? And that too only 5 organs: heart, lungs, kidneys, liver and spleen. Our memory bank is not in our brain; it’s in our organs. Our liver holds the memory of power. Our spleen holds the memory of anger, envy and revenge. Our kidneys hold the memory of all that we consider as dirty, which we wish to filter out of our lives. The heart holds the memory of love or lovelessness. The lungs hold the memory of what we hold on to or let go; that is why asthma, bronchitis and several other respiratory tract diseases. We do not let go.

As the patterns clear, the organs will begin to release their belief systems about power, anger, love, separation. I said to JF, “Isn’t that good? Us releasing our belief system?” I could almost see him smile and say, “Good! Yes! But how does the human body ever release anything? It releases it by making it larger than life for you to see.” There was the kick!

I’ve been able to work with power and anger, but still haven’t been able to completely work with love. My belief system of love still has an element of fear. I still catch myself keeping an emotional distance from someone and almost saying, “I’m not going to be vulnerable to you.” I need to work on that. So the cellular perceptual pattern is going to bring out my belief system of love and position it before me in a manner I will not be able to deny. If I resist it, it will get larger.

We need to be ready and completely non-resistant, but even as I speak, I know it is not going to be easily possible because when deep core belief systems come up, the body goes into an almost involuntary spasm of reaction. It knots itself up. When I’m working with my clients on the energies of their core belief system and when I touch that energy, I can actually feel the whole body tightening up. Then I have to stop the work and gently work upon the client, by making them feel safe and taken care of.

We are not doing it consciously; we don’t not want to let go. But we have indoctrinated ourselves to believe we are safe with these belief systems, even though we know, intelligently, they are not productive for us.

Joyous period? Yes! Challenging one? Yes! Yes! Yes! But if we fall under this challenge, what will we create for ourselves in 2012? So today, before we start this work, I ask you to shut your eyes and take a long moment. I don’t want you to envision what you’re creating now or tomorrow, I don’t want you to envision what you’re creating for yourself or for the world; I want you to envision what it is you are creating for 2012.

I know there are too many of us to share our visions but I’ll share mine: My vision for 2012 is a world filled with human beings who feel no shame, no guilt, no vanity, who with pride, honor and the fullness of truth can look into the eyes of their brethren and say, “I am God and so are you.”

In the meditation today, we are going to work with the 5 archangels, who, coincidently, are called the 5 el’s: Micha-el, Gabri-el, Rapha-el, Uri-el, Jophi-el.

Meditation:

Joining our collective Consciousness together, we call upon the pentacle of 5 el’s to be with us, to create in this room the sacred geometry of the 5-pointed star. Within this large sacred geometry are several smaller 5-pointed stars, one of these is your own personal vehicle of clearance and creation. You stand in the center of your personal 5-pointed star.

One of the points releases a brilliant light. The brilliant light turns into a spiritual warrior, riding atop the back of a white steed, holding the sword of Archangel Michael. This spiritual warrior is joined with Archangel Michael to work upon your liver.

Be in physical contact with your liver. Place your hand upon the part where you know your liver is. Your liver holds your system concerning power. It draws this belief system from the memory bank that you have of abusing power yourself and being abused in return: the memories of you as martyr, as victim, as suppressor, as oppressor and the oppressed.

The spiritual warrior with the sword of Archangel Michael enters the energy realm of your liver, slicing through your belief system regarding power. Archangel Michael undertakes to be your guardian as your belief system, in the coming weeks, will be revealed to you: how you have used or misused power on a physical, emotional or mental level, how you have allowed yourself to be suppressed on a physical, emotional or mental level. When the belief system rears its head, hold on to the hand of the spiritual warrior on the white steed, and know that this is only an illusion, an image being created of your belief system; that it is not a real event. Do not be caught in it. It is not going to be a real experience. It will seem so, yes, but it will be a mirage which will fade away into nothingness as soon as you put up no resistance to Archangel Michael. Give Archangel Michael your nod of acceptance.

We now move to the spleen, which is on the left hand side. The second point of the 5-pointed star lights up brilliantly; the light turning into a midnight blue cloak. The cloak is accepted by Archangel Raphael. Within the divine mantle of this cloak, Archangel Raphael works upon your belief regarding rage, possessiveness, envy, jealousy, revenge, vengeance. Let none be deluded by making themselves believe that they have not, at some time, fallen prey to all of these emotions.

Archangel Raphael knows all truth. What you have not been able to resolve of these emotions, Archangel Raphael will bring to your conscious, intelligent awareness by, once again, creating mirages of situations that might seem similar from the past. Once again, remember: they are a mirage. It is not a real event, it is not a real experience. Archangel Raphael will hold you warm in this divine mantle, protecting you from the harshness and bitterness of these acrid emotions. The midnight blue cloak will cool your rage, soothing you, comforting you. Please give Archangel Raphael your nod of acceptance.

The third point of the 5-pointed star lights up brilliantly, its radiance bursting forth and streaming in a shower towards your heart. Be in physical contact with your heart, as the gentle Archangel Uriel takes on the form of the pink lotus and settles into your heart. As Uriel opens each petal of the lotus, your beliefs of love, fear associated with love, belonging, nurturing, the need to be needed, held and embraced, one-by-one, will be revealed to you.

The pink lotus that is the energy of Archangel Uriel, will enfold you in the soft petals, holding you the way you have always desired to be held; embracing you, giving you that wonderful sense of belonging, of family, of oneness, togetherness, unconditional love. Do not let the mirage of the pain in your heart make you resist the gentle but strong efforts of Archangel Uriel. Please give your nod of acceptance to Archangel Uriel.

The fourth point of the 5-pointed star bursts into radiance with the magnificence of Archangel Gabriel alighting from his throne, as King of the Angels, walking in his splendour towards you and taking control of your lives. Gabriel knows better than you what is not useful for you anymore. You must give him your full, full nod of acceptance to clear, to remove from your lungs all that you have held onto, either out of fear or out of ignorance.

Archangel Gabriel is strong but ever so loving. You will not be given more hardship than you can take, for in his magnificence as King of the Angels, Archangel Gabriel promises to take on, from your energy structure, 50% of the debris that you have not let go off. Only the remaining 50% will you be asked to be recognized. Please give a nod of acceptance to Archangel Gabriel.

The fifth point of the 5-pointed star now completes the brilliance of the full vehicle of recreation, and Archangel Jophiel walks down from the portals of the Hall of Divine Wisdom; super-conscious mind. He comes to you in a unique manner: he will do no clearance in your kidneys. What he will offer you is the fullness of the wisdom held in the super-conscious mind.

You, my beloved friend, you will use that wisdom, and you will recreate your human filtration system. You will question whether anyone is worthy of being kept out. Oh yes, you will meet all those you have passed condemnation against, you will meet all those you have judged and criticized, but the divine teacher, Archangel Jophiel, will instantly flood you with the wisdom of the super-conscious mind and you will use that wisdom, in that instant and you will question whether the person before you is worthy of being shut out. Please give your nod of acceptance to Archangel Jophiel.

The 5-pointed star, your personal vehicle that has been created by the pentacle of the 5 archangels, the 5 el’s, will remain with you for the coming 65 days so that you can work as much or as little as you desire.

The joyous news is: that the 65 days start whenever you hear this meditation, for the pentacle is in service to all of humanity, not only the few gathered here today. Sp spread this word, this energy exercise. Include more and more of your friends, your families, acquaintances and strangers in this collective 5-pointed star. The more of us who recreate a new belief system, the stronger and more illuminated will be 2012.

Beloved friend, open your eyes to a new world.