3-5-2009 (Part 8 of Special Channeling Series)

No individuated strand has been chosen to speak to you today. Instead, the strand of a Divine Core has been expanded to move to levels of unification not generally experienced in physical embodiment. The reason why the physical body seems to be making jerky movements is because such unification can be ill-contained in physical form. So we give no name; we just use the word ‘we’, in order to show unification. So, in a sense, ‘we’ is all parts of the body you call Ellaeenah that has unified with, in a sense of speaking, layer-upon-layer-upon-layer, till almost reaching the orb which constitutes the first split. At this level of unification no strands, even if they should desire, can remain individuated.

We will begin to explain to you the process of assimilation and non-assimilation and the reality of Consciousness as understood by that which is unified.

(Ell continues to make jerky movements) The physical form will need to be grounded so that it can contain this level of unification. We ask one of you to hold her hand. We have reduced the level of unification. To contain unification in a physical form is almost impossible. In order to be in physical form it is necessary to have even a miniscule percentage of non-assimilation.

Unification means 100% assimilation. The human form can survive only in an environment of individuation. There is a reason why we have chosen to give you this experience… so that never again do you reject and deny your unassimilated strands. They give you your existence. By keeping this body (Ell) in contact with another (someone was holding her hand), we are increasing the physical energy; but still, we need to reduce the unified level that we had first chosen to communicate with you from.

Your reality of Consciousness is your reality of unassimilation. If you have to be comfortably in existence with assimilation, your physical body has to change and shift and evolve gradually with the assimilation. Such sharp, sudden shifts and increases in unified energy within a physical system would destroy it. Had the physical body been allowed to continue its movement, for another half hour, this physical body would not have recovered at all. This has been deliberately shown to you, so that you never attempt to fall into any trap, of anyone, who might try to convince you to take on a ‘compelled’ process of assimilation or unification. This must be a process which can only be determined by your physical body and your energy bodies simultaneously. Spurts of this nature are harmful to the physical body.

So what is our reality of Consciousness? When we say: ‘our’ we once again remind you: we are not any conglomeration of individuated strands. We speak as ‘we’ from a level that her own core energy strand has been expanded into unification. So ‘we’ would represent energy that is not embodied. So do not consider ‘we’ as some entities or persons.

Our reality of Consciousness is the reality of assimilation, is the reality of unification; not your reality of Consciousness, which is the reality of non-assimilation. You perceive everything that you see and hear and experience and feel and touch from those strands that lie unassimilated, even as you assimilate, as you do, in your own time and space and place of evolution. You do assimilate, constantly and consistently; and yet, your sensory perceptions come entirely from those strands that lie non-assimilated. That is why it seems as though you are in a state of constant reactivity and have to try so hard to respond because you perceive all from unassimilated strands.

So if you have (let us give you an example) 100 strands, which you have to assimilate, and are now currently with 2 strands lying unassimilated, your sensory perceptions will not come from the 98 assimilated strands but from those 2. When you have sensory perception from unassimilated energy strand, you can only react. Now we are certain that you will then say, “It is then unfair to expect us to respond”, which is our constant urging: that you must respond and not react; though it actually seems by your very structural engineering, you are unable to respond. And yet, let us not be hasty, for have you not found that you do respond to situations, where earlier you would have reacted?

Yes!

So would it be right to say that you cannot respond at all?

No!

So now here we have a paradox or what seems to be a paradox. You are able to respond, but with sensory perception coming out of unassimilated strand, your first instinct is to…………….?

React!

That’s right! This is where your reality of Consciousness and our reality of Consciousness differ. In a sense, we also feel and touch and see and hear but not from external sensory organs, and because there are no external sensory organs, we do not react to any external stimuli. Any response on our part is entirely from the internal stimulus.

Could you give us an example?

Of course! Of course! Let us understand this clearer: ‘we’, in the larger sense of energy lying unembodied, assimilated, unified, ‘we’ perceive our Consciousness as a whole. That is the first difference where you and we are concerned. Your Consciousness, coming out of unassimilated strands, will come out of the Consciousness of one individuated, embodied form. Ours comes out of the Consciousness of the whole. And here, let us hasten to add…. at every level of unification, our awareness of Consciousness expands, just as yours is beginning to expand. That is why we have said we have reduced the level of unification from where we had earlier chosen to communicate.

We will attempt to use words that you will understand. Let us assume then that as the unification levels go higher (although you must understand, by now, there is no ‘higher’), our perception, our knowingness, our awareness, our experience of Consciousness is more expanded. The Divine Plan is to know by action, by doing and therefore to BE. BE what?

Consciousness!

Consciousness! So the difference between our stimuli lies in our action. Your action comes through your external senses. So she (S) sees us and were we to smile, like the individuated strand she so loves and calls Jade Fire, her reaction would be to smile, because the sensory perception would come from her eyes. Now let us understand this one innocent reaction. What is her reaction from? Unassimilated strand! So when she perceives that smile, her unassimilated strand, which she is currently dealing with, right now, (which both of you (S and N) and yet, we will come to yours (N) a little later,) your unassimilated strand is the strand of belonging. Yours (N) is the same and yet, your assimilation of it is through suffering; you have chosen to belong by undergoing suffering. You (S) have chosen to belong via rejection. So the process of assimilation of both is the same: suffering to turn to belonging; rejection to turn to belonging. So when she (S) perceives the smile…

A case of belonging….

She feels loved….. Not rejected! Her (N) reaction will not be as heightened to a smile because she is not proceeding from rejection to belonging; she is proceeding from suffering to belonging. So if Consciousness, in any form, were to communicate with her about a painful experience and how she could overcome a painful experience, if she was embraced when she were in pain, her reaction would be very similar to hers to one smile.

The external stimulus is exactly what each one would require. Each one would react differently to an external stimulus, depending upon the strand that has been activated, at that current point in time; which brings us to one important factor of assimilation: not all strands that are to be activated and assimilated, activate simultaneously, for it would not be possible to assimilate all, all at once.

Please understand that we are not revealing to anyone their core issues; we are telling you the strand you are working with currently. You can call it your current moment core issue.

Does the core issue come from our cellular memories?

From the strand has already been constructed.

How?

The whole process that we have explained (please refer to earlier channelings 6 and 7).

To continue: Both have come with strands. She takes on the unassimilated strand of belonging but reacts to suffering because of the cellular pattern of the dominant strand with which she has been constructed. The unassimilated strand will be the same but the external stimuli will differ according to the cellular patterns that form the dominant strands.

Now for her reality of Consciousness to expand, for her to move to full belonging, which is full assimilation, from suffering, which is full unassimilation, to move from one end to another, she will need to understand her reality of Consciousness. Any external stimulus that makes her feel ‘not belonging’ will instantly spark off suffering. This suffering can be as she chooses at that moment… mental, emotional or physical. Through that suffering comes the awakening of Consciousness: the understanding of the suffering and proportionate assimilation towards belonging. Now when one perceives suffering as this, what is there to resist in suffering?

Does understanding make you go straight to assimilation?

No, but it will now help her, so the next time she is suffering there will be far less resistance, which can help her to move instantly from suffering to belonging. And then whether it is a physical suffering or an emotional one, she will understand that that is the cellular path which, though removed, cannot be avoided as intellectual memory still persists. That is why her reaction to the stimulus remains constant, out of intellectual memory. Now the next time she feels ‘not belonging to’ and the suffering begins, if she can remind herself that there is no pattern, there is no pattern, that it is only her intellectual memory going into reactivity mode of suffering, it will stop instantaneously.

It’s already happening.

Because pattern is removed.

And the same thing would be with the rejection?

Completely!

Is abandonment part of that?

There is no abandonment for you; it is only through rejection.

You have understood their reality of Consciousness; now let us move back to us. You have understood the external stimuli. Now let us give you an example of inner stimuli. At the level of unification from where we communicate with you, our greatest inner stimuli to expand our Consciousness is the stimulus (now we need words to express this clearly) of joining mental abilities to emotional expression. Let us explain: from this level of unification, mental expression, mental analysis, mental thought, mental logic, mental deduction, mental inference, mental conclusion is, to speak, child’s play.

The stimulus to prod this level of unification to expanded level of Consciousness is to merge the mental analysis with an emotional expression. Now, when we use ‘emotional expression’ we do not mean love and kindness and compassion, as you might consider it; that is why we are struggling for words. Emotional expression here would mean: a mental inference, which would be able to make logical sense and bring about complete unity of all emotional expression. Difficult!

No, we do not understand this.

Let us attempt to simplify. A child mentally deduces heat. The mental deduction has been made: heat, discomfort; removal, therefore, of all swaddling cloth. Mental deduction is to be now expressed in a manner where all emotions are one. One loud shout. And yet, non-verbal, but the mother understands: heat, swaddling cloth comes off. Now emotional expression: gurgle. The child is not ‘reacting’ for the veils are still lifted, so the shout is not in anger, is not in grief, is not in pain, is not in suffering and yet, isn’t it all? All embracing, including love, including acceptance; knowing itself as whole.

That is our inner stimulus. Now why is this our stimulus? Please understand: whenever we use the word ‘stimulus’, it can never be purely comfortable, for there must be a prod. So you can instantly understand that at this level of unification, from where we are communicating, the mental deduction is an easy process, the assimilation of all emotion needs to be completed. Are you all with us?

Not really!

Because we still need to use words, which are not strictly speaking true, for we know when we use the word: ‘emotion’, you are still thinking of feeling.

Yes!

And we are not referring to feeling; we are referring to the energy of emotion. At this level of unification, the energy of emotion has to be completely assimilated, merged with the energy of mental deduction and wisdom. It is that which leads to an expanded awareness of Consciousness from where we wished to communicate with you earlier.

What is the energy of emotion for you? How would we understand that?

There is no feeling. There is no feeling but there are emotions. How do we express to you emotions?

A force?

Everything is a force, beloved, for all is energy. If we had to describe to you, very, very vaguely, very inaccurately, the energy of emotion vs. feeling, it would be: tears vs. grief that can only be felt, can never be expressed.

It wouldn’t be a heaviness of the heart?

No! That is also a feeling. It cannot be expressed; grief cannot be expressed. It is only sadness, which is your feeling that gives expression.

Can you die of a broken-heart if it’s unexpressed?

That is the grief. It is like a whirlpool that can suck your energies in.

Is this because you have no senses?

And that is why there are no feelings. Senses lead to feelings, lead to reaction.

How do we get rid of these?

Now we come to your process of assimilation.

Is suffering an emotion?

Suffering is an expression. Laughter is an expression of joy. Joy cannot be expressed. So laughter is your superficial expression. You will never be able to feel joy; you just know that you are.

Personality expresses it that way. Joy goes into laughter.

Yes! Yes! Yes! You have completely understood it. We have no personality. Our expression is of emotion, which cannot be expressed in an individuated form. That is our unified level stimulus (..) No! It is still not clear.

You have to understand that you are getting caught in feelings and we are referring to emotion, which is an energy force. Feeling is superficial.

(..)

It is not an emotion, beloved. An emotion is an energy that you get into beingness of; so you are joy, you are grief. You cannot feel joy and you cannot feel grief.

You can express it.

You cannot express it for you can only express feeling.

Seems to me the culprit is our senses. How do we get rid of it?

So you have your senses and you have your unassimilated strands and you have your conditioned pattern of reaction. That is an important feature which you cannot forget: you have your conditioned pattern of reaction. So when you see one person or another person who symbolizes to you this kind of persona, your conditioned pattern of reactivity ensures that you react. Now this conditioned pattern of reactivity has come from the unassimilated strands and the fact is that even those strands, which you have assimilated, have merged and assimilated, the conditioned pattern remains, making you react in the same way when another unassimilated strand gets into activation for the purpose of assimilation.

Let us give you an example: let us assume that one of the assimilated strands, the unassimilated strands needing assimilation, in a structure, in a body, in a form, is greed. Greed is unassimilated in this form, in this structure, in this body. The assimilated form of greed would become fulfillment. Fulfillment—an emotion. Fulfillment is an emotion.

It cannot be expressed.

As is a sense of belonging.

True! Are you all with us?

The assimilation is complete but this structure, this form, this being has a conditioned pattern, when reacting to an external stimulus of greed, of acquisitiveness, hoarding. The assimilation is complete. So now the unassimilated strand of, let us assume, rejection to belonging comes up for activation. The conditioned reaction of acquisitiveness will be the same pattern used in order to react when the unassimilated strand of rejection comes up for activation, so each time this being experiences rejection, the being goes out and buys something.

Do you understand how the pattern continues? You get caught in the pattern and you assume, completely incorrectly, that you are making, in your words, no progress, for you see that pattern recurring; but you do not, at all, give any cognizance to the assimilation that you are consistently going through.

Now let us take you back to a very basic truth which cannot be shifted: that which you pay attention to is that which you experience as true. You pay attention to the pattern and you keep saying, “I have made no progress”, so that becomes your reality. Your (K) reality of Consciousness of your assimilated core is completely separate from the reality of Consciousness of your persona because your assimilated core is in the reality of Consciousness of assimilation. Now if you should wish to live in alignment with your assimilated core, you need to have the same reality of Consciousness for you cannot see green when your reality of Consciousness of your strand is red.

It’s happening, in any case. The effort has to be put in by the personality.

The more conscious, the more aware you are, the quicker it is, the less resistance there is and in your case (N) the less sufferance there is.

Do patterns stop once you have fully assimilated?

Patterns are removed. Your cellular perceptual memory has been removed. There could have been no greater Divine Compensation given to you than that. You have memory.

So we should assume we have no patterns.

Assume all you want but will the memory know that?

The memory is creating the drama basically.

Unassimilated strands are creating the drama.

We are moving away from the subject. In order to curtail the reactivity, in order to increase your response, which you have already seen. There is! You are not all reacting as much as you did even 3 years ago; there is greater response. Of course, there is greater response in some spheres and in others, there is greater reactivity. But that might be as it may, the fact, the truth cannot be denied: that you are not reacting as much. So how are you responding? As soon as you know how you are responding, you will now attempt to respond more.

We will go back to you (K). Your perception of your truth, because you are getting caught in the patterns that repeat, you begin to believe of yourself: I am not progressing, according to your definition, your reality of this Consciousness of the word: progress. Your Divine Core that is forever expanding, due to the constant assimilation taking place, is only aware of assimilated strands; in a word, progress. So you are looking north whereas your Divine Core is looking south. Do you understand?

Yes!

So let us see how you can bring this into alignment. Now do not pay any cognizance to your patterns; they are immaterial. Pay no attention to your reactions; they are immaterial. But when you react, attempt to question the unassimilated strand that is activated, in the current scenario, and now attempt to understand the strand, not the pattern.

Now you will state that we do not understand our strands, and that is not true. It requires much inner contemplation, yes, and maybe you will come up with words which we may not use; but words are immaterial as well, as long as you have been able to recognize the energy of the strand. You will recognize the unassimilated energy because that is your constant awareness; your constant awareness, in the human world, is the recognition of unassimilated strands, so you will recognize it, for e.g. as rejection, you will recognize it as abandonment, you will recognize it as humiliation, you will recognize it as scorn. You have now recognized the unassimilated strand. Now ride upon the strand. Ride upon the strand to see where it finishes. It will always finish in assimilation.

Now we will give you an example for unless you know really how to work with it, this discussion is meaningless. So we will take an example and we will come back to you (K). Today’s discussion, we will assume, has been understood by all except you, so at the end o this discussion, everyone will talk wisely and knowingly and you will remain in doubt and confusion. So instantly, after all have left, you will castigate yourself and say, “I am stupid. Everyone understood, but I didn’t. This shows I am making no progress.” You have understood the stimulus? You have understood how she has reacted to the stimulus in the pattern she is used to?

Now the assimilated strand that she is working with currently is a very interesting one. It is the unassimilated strand of foolishness. We have not used the word: stupidity; you instantly used it. To be foolish has never been understood. To be foolish is to allow rationale not to rule your action. And that, in many, many instances, can be a savior. You are moving from the non-assimilation of foolishness to the core strand of Divine Wisdom; for that is your core: Divine Wisdom. Now you can see that the strand that you are working with is infinitely significant for it ends in your core. This kind of significance can make it very difficult to work with as well. Your core has now been revealed to you, the strand that you are currently working with has been revealed to you. So after everyone leaves and the pattern of: ‘I am stupid’ comes up, you will instantly turn it to: ‘I am foolish’.

It’s the Fool in tarot.

That’s right! I am foolish. She will understand the Fool in tarot; for you, foolishness still means stupidity. But you will still use the word: foolish, for that is the unassimilation that you are working with. Now you will ride upon foolishness. What does it mean to ride upon it? What is this strand making me do, say, act, think, feel, be, interact with people? Is it making me be quiet? Is it making me state stupid statements? Is it making me feel arrogant? Is it making me experience inferiority? This is what we mean to: ride upon the energy. How does this energy express itself through your various senses?

Once you have ridden the energy completely; (all senses, all senses and do not forget human interaction) you would then see what you would rather say, rather be, rather feel, rather touch. You are now leading foolishness to a place of resolution; not this expression but this expression. Foolishness is still remaining foolishness but it is assimilating into Divine Wisdom. Then the next time you feel stupid, the next time the thought enters (and for you: it is not merely a passing thought; it has become your truth) ‘I am not progressing’, instantly you will convert it into what you would rather think, feel, act, do and be. Reaction changes to response. The more you do it, the greater resolution there is, the response will be quicker, less deliberate. Then your reality of Consciousness will not be of foolishness but of wisdom.

So, in a way, our senses are the Divine Dispensation that gives you the opportunity.

Absolutely correct! Were it not for your senses, how would you resolve the unassimilated energies? Nothing is created, constructed, engineered by random. So if you have senses, they have a purpose and if you have unassimilated strands, they have a purpose, they have a meaning, they have a significance.

Now let us understand what we mean when we say: 100% assimilation. There are 2 meanings of this term. In an incarnation of a being, a body, a structure, 100% assimilation would mean for e.g. if she comes with 70 strands lying unassimilated and at the point of exit all 70 strands have been assimilated, for this being, for this structure, for this body, it is 100% assimilation. But that is not 100% assimilation for our reality of Consciousness. For our reality of Consciousness, 100% assimilation is knowing, being Unified Source.

It can’t happen in our persona.

In your persona, you will have your 100% assimilation but each persona, each being, each structure, each body that attains assimilation, whether 100% or 2 %, adds to the overall assimilation. So if you are unassimilated, then from the level of unification from where we are communicating, so are we. We have already explained to you what our inner stimulus is: to have a stimulus means to have something that still requires assimilation. In our level of unification, the assimilation required is the complete merger of emotion expression, in its fullness, in its entirety with mental deduction, logic, wisdom.

Is it easy to identify with Source and let whatever happen as a (..)?That’s the easiest way I can think of.

That is your choice and if it is easy for you that is what you must do.

There’s no suffering and there’s always belonging.

Now let us understand her reasoning, for it is vital. She is completely correct in her understanding that a complete identification with Source would completely remove her expression of suffering, her experience of it, which she must understand is belonging. If that were true, then why is she still suffering?

I’m getting there. I’m getting there.

That is it! That is it! So you are going into a process of assimilation by the same means of suffering but now with an understanding that I am Divine Source. So the Divine Wisdom of your core beingness is taking you away from entrapment in suffering and therefore towards belonging. So you are doing exactly what your embodiment, your form, your structure has undertaken to do: to resolve the suffering; to resolve the suffering, to assimilate into belonging. And the path you have chosen is the path of Divine Righteousness. The path that each chooses is of their choice but the path cannot take away the unassimilation. It can take you and help you towards assimilation; assimilation is your process. Just the knowing that I am Divine Source…

Experiencing.

That is right! That is correct.

So from knowing to experiencing will be a process.

That is your assimilation!

For us, it has to start intellectually, doesn’t it?

For all, in the human world, it has to start intellectually for we have already told you: your dominant energy is the mental.

How do Grace, meditation and prayer help?

Grace will give you the path that will take you to assimilation. Grace, meditation, chanting, prayer has taken her (N) to the path of Divine Righteousness, which is allowing her to assimilate and resolve, in a most joyous manner. Meditation, again, cannot do it for you. It allows you to reach the core; it allows you to align with the core Consciousness. So if meditation was her path, in that period of meditation, beloved, she would align with her core Consciousness: that I am progressing. I am not stupid. And the awareness of that Consciousness would instantly allow her to assimilate the foolishness to Divine Wisdom strand.

Now, there are some in this world, (we will take no names but you know at least one, all present in this room) who’s unassimilated pathway can be very, very subtly camouflaged, camouflaged by what appears to be resolution. The reason why we tell you this is because many of you fall prey to those who call themselves masters, teachers, gurus, mediums, psychics. The pathway is: unassimilation 100% self-glorification, assimilation 100% self-glorification. That is why we bring to you this path, for it is different. Assimilation is 100% self-glorification, where the glory is the glory of Divine Grace.

I AM!

I AM! 100% unassimilation is self-glorification: pay attention to me. Tell me I am great. Tell me I am good. Tell me I am worthwhile. Tell me I am worthy. Pay attention to me. Read my books. Come to my meetings. Here my words. In a word: flatter me. Glorification of?

Ego!

(Nodding) Self-glorification to self-glorification. Expression, feeling is what?

Calm, serenity.

(Nodding) All-knowingness! You can come to me for counseling, for help. The help given will come entirely out of the unassimilated strand of self-glorification. Such a person experiences complete and utter inferiority and needs public acclaim. The greater the movement towards self-glorification, 100% assimilation, the less is the need for public acclaim. The acclaim, the applause of one is not enough; needs constant pat on the back, not from one, from many; the greater the number, the easier it is to deal with the inferiority.

Now be careful and recognize. Look. Be aware: how does the person react to flattery? Who does the person have around him: those who tell him the truth or those who tell him the truth he wants to hear? Why should you be cautious? For there is not a single human being on Earth who comes without this strand. But for most, it is a very minor strand, where assimilation of the major strands will, instantly, without any deliberate work, will assimilate this strand.

In those where it is a major strand, and if you are caught in the same process, entrapped in their self-glorification, which will then express itself as: ‘You are my friend because you are my flatterer’, your minor strand will get activated when it does not need to and that is why the note of caution.

You’re giving your power away to someone.

Absolutely! And the strand of self-glorification to self-glorification gives power away to all flatterers. And that you need to be aware off for if your strand should be activated by getting entrapped in a person with whom this is a major strand, you will start doing the same: giving your power away. That is why the not of caution and that is why we said it was so subtle. For it is very difficult to realize that you are giving your power away to a flatterer, for a flatterer does not subjugate you, dominate you, suppress you or repress you, openly or overtly. And by the time you realize your power is going to that person or to all those persons from whom you require public acclaim, you are already well entrenched in powerlessness.

So this is not for you to judge those who have this as a major strand; this is for you to be aware not to get entrapped in that, for there is (and we repeat) not a single human being, in existence, who does not have this strand. But in most, it lies minor, almost never reaching activation, fading into resolution with major strands being resolved. For what is assimilation? Moving from the glory of ego to the glory of self. So it does not need, in most cases, to be activated individually.

We will leave you with this.