| 27-6-2009 (Special Series part 9) |
| 27-6-2009 (Special Series part 9) Channeling by Ellaeenah It is time to understand strands. We have spoken of strands and yet we experience that none of you present have understood strands at all. You have interpreted strands as problem areas in your life, you have understood strands as something that causes you conflict, you have understood strands as hurdles and issues; none of these are strands. Conflicts, hurdles, problems, issues come out of your psyche. They have no relation to the soul. Of course, the strand creates the psyche; certainly. But what you are trying to understand and therefore, trying to resolve out of that understanding is not the strand but is your psyche. And we are not referring, at any moment, to your psyche. Your psyche is your persona that you have chosen in order to aid assimilation strands. We repeat again: your psyche refers, pertains to your persona, which you, as the individuated embodied spirit beingness, chose in your full awareness of the strands that you have to assimilate. And as we speak of strands, what we experience from you is that you are getting caught in the psyche. Understandable, for that is the most apparent to you. So we must, at this stage, explain strand; explain how the strand is the key factor in the connectivity between spirit beingness and consciousness. It is the strand that connects. You might akin it to a wire, which connects your home and the electricity that you receive to the main generating station. You will perceive it in your day-to-day activity because it will work and express itself through the psyche. Are you all with us? Yes! Now let us understand strand. But for this, let us go back a little; retrace our steps to the orbs. The orbs emanate energy. At each point in time, as Consciousness becomes Consciousness unaware (for the ultimate Source is Consciousness in Awareness), as each subsequent splitting takes place, Consciousness in Awareness churns Itself, churns Itself, to Consciousness in non-awareness. Consciousness still IS. But Consciousness in awareness churning. That is why you feel it as turbulence. It’s a churning. The greater the turbulence that you experience, the greater you must understand: is Consciousness in non-awareness. As soon as your own awareness increases, heightens, enhances, the turbulence automatically dissipates. Have you not experienced that yourself? So we use the word: churns. So the orbs are still Consciousness in awareness. But with every subsequent splitting, there is Consciousness turning into non-awareness and that is why we spoke last that even at heightened levels of Consciousness, which we made you experience the last time, there is an inner stimuli required for what purpose? To change the non-awareness into the awareness. For even at that level, there was a splitting. When there is a splitting, there is instantly an element, however minute it might be, of non-awareness. You are all clear? Yes! When we reach the stage of the living mind (you are aware of the hierarchy; we have explained it to you), Consciousness of non-awareness is at its heightened peak. This non-awareness seeps into the living mind, which means the spirit beingness is essentially created out of Consciousness in non-awareness. And yet, one must not forget that the Unified Source runs through you as your Monad constantly. And what is that Monad? Consciousness in awareness! So here you have an interesting being created: the core of Consciousness in awareness covered by consciousness in non-awareness, which now begins to express itself through your feelings, your persona, your psyche that you choose to be, in this spirit beingness that you have taken on. That’s the unassimilated strand? We have not even come to strand yet. So you create the blueprint? That is right! Living mind. You create that blueprint that is only that beak; that is only that small beak and not the whole picture. But that beak that you have to paint has now been created, as she rightly puts it, with a plan that actually comes out of Consciousness of non-awareness. Why this dichotomy? Let us explain the full process. Are you all with us still? Yes! Now comes the strands. Now comes the strands. We have mentioned and we repeat: at the stage of living mind, Consciousness out of non-awareness is at its heightened peak. Therefore, the living mind experiences polar opposites. From the state of Consciousness that we spoke to you the last time, which was far beyond the state of living mind, there is no experience of polar opposite and therefore, there can be no external stimuli. For we experience all as one even though are awareness at different levels of Consciousness are not yet complete till Unified Source. But there is no experience of polar opposites at those levels of Consciousness and thus there is no external stimulus that prods Consciousness into awareness. You are still with us? So, living mind, for the first time in this hierarchy, experiences polar opposites. We must take you back again to your recapitulation of your knowledge that the human world is dominantly and primarily influenced by the mental image. To know something, you have to first know its polar opposite. For the child to know how to walk, it must first learn how to fall. Falling is not a natural process for the human being, but walking is. Do you all agree? And yet for the child, for the toddler, though walking is the natural human activity, it has to learn how to do it and that which is not natural appears far simpler. So the dichotomy is to make us understand. To know! To know the Plan. Consciousness: to act, to know, to be. So that action that seems to you, as you sit today, to be not natural, which you would have to force yourself to do, for the child is simple. And what does the child have to learn? That which comes to you naturally because you already know it. From here what do we deduce? That which is natural for spirit beingness has to be paradoxically learnt and it is learnt through its polar opposite, which is not natural to the spirit beingness at all, for no negativity is ever a natural state of beingness. Falling is not a natural state of beingness but through that the child learns to walk and by the time the child is three, it has become its natural state. Consciousness of non-awareness has been shifted to Consciousness of awareness. It instantly becomes something that you will now do mindlessly, for in that sphere, you have gone beyond living mind. Assimilation has been completed. And thus now assimilation starts for all, from that simple act of learning how to walk. And you might feel this is a strand everyone would assimilate and yet, look around you. There are those who have not assimilated this strand or it becomes part of their non-assimilation process and thus walking remains not natural to them. For it is as non-assimilated by them as another strand by you. But we will not go into that process. This was just to make you understand. So you have understood how the polar opposite is essential. In this connectivity between the polar opposites: to know one has to first not know, there is an energy connection. There has to be for if the two were completely disparate in their existence, the polar opposites would not be able to convert non-Conscious or rather Consciousness in non-awareness to Consciousness in awareness. That connectivity is, what we call, a strand. It is an energy of the Unified Source, which you are bringing into the core. For as the core has split, large number of its strands.. attempt to think of this picturesquely, like a rope, which when stretched begins to split into small strands; the central core still remains interlinked. This is pure physics. It is! And that is what the universe is all about and that, from their, is your String Theory. It is from there: from the strand of non-assimilation that physics has come with its String Theory. But we will not bring that into this explanation; she (S) will disappear. So we give you a simple example: the central core of your rope: the Monad, assimilation, strand all together, Consciousness in awareness remains constant, for there is no living element that can function without that central core. And we do not only mean life forms as you recognize them, for, from where we can look in this universe, the stone is far more alive than many other life forms. If your Consciousness was heightened, you would be able to communicate with all stones. Do you not communicate with crystals? These are only higher cousins of stones. If you could communicate with them, you could communicate with all. And as soon as there is communication, there is life. But you do not recognize anything inanimate as life. So in all life forms, animate and inanimate, there is a central core of Consciousness in awareness. But that rope has been pulled to its utmost till it comes as you: spirit beingness. And in that pulling and in that stretching there have been fragmentation, splitting, tiny strands of the rope are seen to have broken free. For the rope to be whole again, the strands that have broken free must now be interwoven. And in this metaphor of our rope, at which stage would the rope be most stretched? At the stage of the living mind. It is almost a leap from mindless mind to living mind. It is a leap; there is no gradual connection stage. Energy takes a quantum leap. There is almost an explosion of energy as it moves from the last stage of mindless mind to the first stage of living mind. Just as you have not found that missing link between man and ape but yet you know there was a quantum leap, there is a quantum leap here, which cannot be found for there is no connection; it is a leap. These strands are what we call the unassimilated strands. The stage of living mind now.. Let us consider that stage as only one entity. Let us consider the entire stage of that Consciousness, which is Consciousness of non-awareness at its heightened peak; let us, for simplicity’s sake, consider that stage to be one entity. And therefore it becomes the responsibility of that one entity to bring back all these strands that have broken free. That one entity now divides itself into beingnesses; all for one purpose: to bring back the strands. So you are all just one entity: the living mind; the living mind expressing itself in smaller units. But because each strand would be different, the smaller unit takes on an appearance of difference. It appears as different. It is only a smaller unit of one entity: the living mind. Now let us understand the strands even clearer. So what really are the strands> From where have they broken free? The strands that have broken from pure Consciousness. The strands have broken from pure Consciousness, as she has said. They still are pure Consciousness. Of course they still are pure Consciousness. Of course they still are pure Consciousness. There is no other state to be in. But they are not in awareness. But they are not in awareness. Absolutely right! They have broken free from the central core of pure Consciousness, so how can they be any other state? But you are not in awareness of pure Consciousness so your mental energy makes you aware of them from the polar opposite. Now what polar opposite will you choose? According to the psyche you have chosen for yourself. Spirit beingness will choose the psyche, according to the energy. To the strands you have been given as a smaller unit, in order to assimilate. Think of yourself as workers on this large road: each one of you has been given a small segment to work with, in order to ensure that all these broken strands adhere back to this central core. And how she works on her segment may be different from how she works on her segment, but their purpose, their goal, their destination is the same. Its different orchestration. That is right! (Pointing to different sitters) So how will she choose how to work and how will she choose how to work and how will she choose how to work on their individual segments depends upon her personality, her personality and her personality. And personality, in turn, (we again take you back to recapitulation) personality again has to be chosen according to the predominant assimilated strands that you have been given to work with, for e.g.: if her segment is a particularly oily and dirty one as compared to hers, which is inordinately dry and could therefore snap out of dryness. When she chooses her personality, she keeps her segment in mind and then when she works on her segment she works now from that personality. The core determines the personality, the personality determines how to work on the core. Where does DNA come in? DNA? Just the 2 strands. Just the 2 strands come from the persona choice. All other strands (and there are not only 12, there are not only 144) come from soul. Soul has no memory. Neither does DNA. Memory is in the 2 strands; only the two strands. So the persona has the DNA. Absolutely! Two strands of it. Two, as you might be perceiving, as the strongest strands of the DNA. If those 2 strands can be expanded, which is what we wish you to work upon, the 2 strands that seem inordinately predominant to you will start losing their importance and the soul will begin to enter into living existence. Two strands rule pesrona and you need to move beyond persona. Persona works with the strand. That is right! Which works with the non-assimilation, which works with external stimuli, which gives and encourages feeling, which encourages conflict in human relationships. Two strands; just two. Why two? Male and female energies: to give you creation, to give you execution. When other strands (and we will go into this very briefly) get enlightened of the DNA, the 2 male and female strands of the DNA now begin to work in enslavement of the other strands. In present, they are in master. They begin to work in enslavement, which means that then takes on uppermost hold of the stimulus. So then who encourages the creation of the stimulus? Not the persona; the soul. When your persona encourages creation of the stimulus, you perceive it as a conflict for you have learnt to work from the polar opposite. When soul takes over creation of the stimulus, the stimulus is in joy. It is an inner stimuli. Is that happening with the light quotient we are receiving? The greater your light quotient, the greater the enhancement. Enlightenment of the DNA strands. What about the energies that we have received last month of the light quotient? All energies, not only of the last month, all energies that you have ever received has only been for that one purpose: enlightenment. Are you saying senses is polar opposite of the self? You have completely understood. But one cannot do without the senses. The sense helps you to receive the polar opposite but the sense also helps you to make sense of the polar opposite. Sense is silent intelligence? Sense is Consciousness in full awareness. The soul is your first attempt to move into Consciousness in living events. The souls knows the Plan; knows it. The soul knows the Plan. It’s still in Consciousness in awareness; it has not reached its non-awareness heightened peak. Now you have understood the Plan as a mere connectivity, wire, pipeline, whatever you might wish to call it between the polar opposite. And if you want you may use the term: sense between Consciousness in awareness and Consciousness in non-awareness. In order to reach Consciousness in awareness you have to experience the falling so that what you can naturally do, you can learn. Now your segment, as told to you last time: suffering to reach belonging, her path Divine Righteousness. Why does she choose suffering? According to her psyche, the persona chosen by spirit beingness called Nandinie. This persona chooses, this spirit beingness chooses this persona out of the awareness of the segment she has to assimilate. And according to her Divine Wisdom, which is inherent in the core of all, spirit beingness therefore experiences that through suffering will come the easiest adhesive to bring the fragments back. We are not here to question the process of each spirit beingness but to understand that there is a process by which the spirit beingness, in all awareness, in all wisdom, chooses the psyche, the persona which will choose the polar opposite. The polar opposite is chosen always remembering, always knowing, always being in awareness that actually the assimilation is of belonging. That strand has come loose. Your Consciousness, when it is put to you, like this, it seems most apparent: pure Consciousness is pure belonging. (..) but the fragment has come loose. So though it seems very simple and oh so obvious, the persona does not experience it as so. So you do not obviously experiencing yourself as belonging to all and all as belonging to you. So are you aware now? So she knows that the strand that has to be assimilated, interwoven, is that of belonging. Who has appointed her with this strand? Soul and Intermediary Soul. She is the caretaker. It is her sacred responsibility to assimilate this. And in this task, each human being is utmost committed. So she’s given a sacred duty. Several others strands, of course, but we will restrict ourselves to that one strand that she is currently looking at, that her spirit beingness had given us permission to voice last time. Yours! Your (K) criticism to acceptance. Currently working. Would you please explain. Criticism to acceptance. Whenever we are given permission to voice the strand, you will then be beset with the experience of the strand. So now you have to be in conscious awareness. So now we return to you (N). Sacred duty to weave back belonging into the core, for the core is all belonging. She looks at her segment and then she takes on a sacred choice. According to this sacred task handed over to me. A task handed over to her, a task handed over to you for you are the most appropriate for the task. It is not given to you by random: here you can pick and whatever comes to you on that slip of paper is yours. She looks at her segment and then she understands her predominant core, her Monad and then she understands the predominant unassimilated strands from which she has been created. So along with belonging, she has to study all the other strands, which she has been created out, for the sore still remains. So although it seems, from our talk, that she is outside of the core and working on the core, she is the core working on itself. She then chooses, with all this awareness that suffering will be chosen as her polar opposite and thus she weaves the blueprint, keeping every polar opposite in mind. So now she takes birth. She has to work on the segment, but she is the segment; we cannot reiterate this enough: she has to work on the segment but she is the segment. So this segment now has come to life and has taken on a name and a persona and a psyche and has created a blueprint with all the polar opposites that will, from time-to-time, come to her as the strands come up to be woven again. So the experiences that I went through were woven into the blueprint for me to reach the self. So that all those strands, in your segment, will now be one smooth cord. Seems to me that each strand, coming into physical beingness, has the dichotomy of feelings rather than anything else. You are completely correct. For polar opposites to be experienced, they can only be experienced, in the human embodiment, through feeling. (..) Yes, of course. There would be a very clear connection. She could have as easily used suffering to joy, which also has a complete connection. The one I’m working with currently, I think is betrayal to be able to experience love. Betrayal, correct! Trust! If you can trust you love. Having experienced that it is betrayal, your first step towards Consciousness in awareness would be then to acknowledge that this is the polar opposite. How do you move from the polar opposite to the 100% assimilation of the strand? But for this, you have all understood strand very, very clearly. In the persona, psyche, the momentum and the force, created within that polar opposite, traps me and even with that awareness, I will not be able to pull myself out of that force field. And we honour you for that honesty. The intellect is aware that this is my core but the force field is too trapping and keeps holding me back. How do we deal with it? The polar opposite. She has used words, which are absolutely right, without knowing it: it creates its own force field. Let us explain this: strand is also energy, just as everything is energy. Every energy has its force field, strong or weak, but a force field nevertheless. So as soon as this non-assimilated strand comes up into activation for you to work with, it first begins to create its force field around you. Around you! And you are caught in the force field, in the energy. Now that energy will start drawing to you the magnets to create the polar opposite experiences. The greater the conflict that you perceive, the stronger the event that you experience, instantly you must understand that the force field is a strong one; the strand that has come up, that has been activated is an extremely vital strand for you. For all tasks are given to you, significant ones and minor ones. The minor ones could be a disturbance with a friend over a cup of coffee, which gets resolved and you move back into calm serenity. Some minor strand, without you having any awareness, any intellectual awareness has already been assimilated. But the strong ones, the more vital ones for which you have actually been created, these are divine responsibilities, divine duties that you have been honoured with, for only you can manage to work on this Only you! They create a powerful force field. Why? They have to have the ability to draw in so many persons into their ambit. Not only one; they have to draw in, what seems to you like, the world. As that force field gets strong, at first you will not even be aware that the strand has been activated; you will not even be aware that the force field is in creation. It will then reach its utmost strength that it needs to; at that time, you will come in awareness. Now you will say, “If I’d only known earlier, life would have been so much easier.” But even knowing sometimes, one can’t move out of that. Now we will come to that. Now the force field is at its utmost strength. We can change it. Not so fast! Remember the strand. But we can change it. Not so fast! Otherwise by now you would have changed your arrogance. But when it comes up, I’m aware. But you have not changed it. Two phases: the first phase of the force field, after you are aware of your force field, the first phase you cannot do any resolution at all, however much you try. It will only get, what you will perceive as, worse. Now why is this phase essential? This is the phase of creation of events. This is the phase of creation of polar opposite. The polar opposite has to come to your living existence. So she (N) must suffer and she (K) must be criticized and be acutely critical and however much you battle it, it comes back. This is the stage of the creation of the polar opposite, the most tumultuous stage, the most tumultuous stage. It is best for you, at this stage, to sit with a pillow over your head. There is nothing you can do for events must be. Then there comes a hiatus. Now if you are now in awareness, you will be aware of the hiatus. The hiatus is not a stage in itself; it is almost like a breathing space that you get where no more events are created. The calm before the storm. The storm is gone. The storm is over. Your boat has been tossed around, it has been bashed up on rocks, the captain can do. But still it’s floating. But still it’s floating. The only thing that captain can do is be aware: “I am still floating. I have not drowned and I’m not going to sink.” Then there comes the hiatus. How will you recognize this hiatus? When events stop taking place! You will understand it when the events take place far between and gently stop. No fresh events take place. That is when you know you have reached the hiatus. This is when the captain starts repairing his boat; not yet resolution; repair the boat. Understand how you have been hurt, damaged, harmed by these events. The tossing around has harmed, caused pain to your psyche. Use this hiatus to write down, to express clearly to yourself: these are the places where my little boat has been hit. For if you don’t know where the holes are, what will you repair? The hiatus is a vital period of self-introspection. (..) Acknowledgement of hurt. It is not yet time for self-responsibility. In the hiatus, you will still have blame. Go with the blame for you have not reached the second phase yet. Right now, you are only acknowledging: this is broken, this is loose, this is in pain. She broke it, she caused it to be loose and she is causing me pain. But at least you are aware of the holes. By being aware of the pain and trauma, has the healing begun? We are in hiatus. Resolution has not even begun. It is the hiatus: to know where to begin. Now you know where the hurt is, what you need to repair. Now comes the second phase of assimilation. You are aware of what needs repairing and you are most certainly aware of the events. Now we are not going to be here, at every moment, to tell you: now this is the strand. But the events are self-explanatory. They have created the polar opposite for you. They are self-explanatory. Now you will recognize. You don’t know the other aspect. You don’t know the other aspect. We are still talking of the polar opposite. We are not asking you to identify the assimilation; we are asking you to be aware, to review in your mind all the events that you have been through. There will be a distinct strand visible to you. There may be more than one; be aware of all. For you, as a spirit beingness, may have activated more than one strand, which you do very, very often. Thus the force field getting even stronger, for you activate so many altogether. So review the events, for they are now not occurring again. Fresh ones are not occurring; Old ones may still seem to go on but fresh ones are not occurring. So you do have the time, the space, the breather to review the event and to identify, for yourself, the polar opposite that you have created. Names are plenty. Do not be stuck about choosing a right word. If that event seems to have brought up something for you, then that is right for you. Do not ask us to validate, to change the words. So polar opposite has been reviewed, understood. Hurt, holes in your boat you are aware off. Now you have to work to first patching up the holes, to do whatever you have to do to feel better, even if it means a temporary form of escape. Even if it means a temporary form of escaping from that event, it is fine. And in some cases, which we encourage when it is seen and experienced by us that that is the only way out for that hole, that gaping hole to be patched up, in some cases revenge. For if you hurt her and the only way she can get solace is to hurt you, it will not be perceived as karmically harmful to her, for it is seen, experienced by the Intermediary Soul, Soul that was the only way out. Sometimes the only way to heal the wound is to pour in pure alcohol, which creates even more pain but which heals. This does not give you license to take revenge. This is one of the rarest forms of solace but we bring this to your awareness so that you do not condemn, for you will not know if revenge was essential; you will not know that. But if your inner beingness shouts for it and try as you might, which you must in divine awareness, can get no other solace, then go ahead. For only when you have healed, even partially (we have used the word: patch up deliberately; you are only patching) you move to the calm waters when then you can even begin to understand self-responsibility. So what you experience, beloved (G), by saying: try as I might I cannot get out of it, could very well be the first stage of the assimilation. Sit back! Yes, you are an aware, conscious, evolved spirit being, so even as you sit back be aware of your reaction, be aware of your senses, be aware of the polar opposite. The quicker the awareness, the shorter the hiatus, the quicker the second stage. Now in that second stage comes: What is my role in the event? How did I encourage the event to be created? For if she deceives you, betrays you, you have taken the first step. That is what you identify: What did I do, as the first step, to create this polar opposite of betrayal? Once you know that, you will not take that step again. I don’t consciously take a step. Oh! You very consciously do that. Not intellectually, not intellectually. Let us assume suffering. She becomes the catalyst for her polar opposite. She has already decided to activate that strand of belonging. Suffering has already been interwoven in her psyche. In that itself is her first conscious step, but we are aware of what you mean. Now what is her next, more practical conscious step? In a gathering of friends, she very indiscreetly reveals to others something of her personal life. That would be revenge. No! You didn’t even mean to hurt her. But that was catalyst enough for her to start the chain of events now, which would bring her uttermost suffering: the whole group of friends now rejecting her, taking her to belonging; a prod. But her personality is programmed to do (..) That is right! So there is not intellectual awareness but when you review it, you will find that one act, which you started that whole shebang. When you know that one act, then you ignore everything else. When all events have to be ignored, all blame has to be ignored, all hurts, wounds, everything. Ignore it! Now only concentrate, bring your entire focus of all mental energy to that one act. One act was: indiscretion. How many other times has she been indiscreet? Now she is aware of how indiscreet she really is. Indiscretion leads her to understanding that really she was the one who was caused the problem to; she was not the one who created the problem. Self-responsibility, self-awareness, assimilation. As soon as that happens, the friends come back to her and say, “You know, we appreciate how well you have worked and the fact that you went and apologized.” What has happened? Belonging! But she did not work in order to belong to her friends; she worked in order to resolve the act. Only one act! Internally! Internally! (…) You get trapped in her and the incident and the person, so-called, causing it. If in that one tiny significant act lies the answer, is assimilation. She sat with her and indiscreetly gossiped. Does not seem so serious. Does not seem so serious that she had to go and tell 20 other people and cause her so much pain. But it is! For in that one act is the catalyst, in that one act is resolution. As you say: my unassimilated strand is suffering to go to belonging. I have done this since the last 25 years. Is it the main strand? Your sense of belonging is such a strong force field. For you, it can be even called: the only one. I have been working on that. But you have been working on so many other smaller ones, leading to this. Yes! Every little issue was basically coming to belonging. I want to know how much I’ve assimilated. Last time it was mentioned that I have the strand of foolishness. The whole month it has been thrown at me. As soon as it has been revealed, it has now come to your conscious intellectual awareness. Now you cannot say: I do not know. But how do I deal with it? Already explained! And you, beloved, have already gone through the first stage, but you have not moved out of hiatus because you do not acknowledge the hurts it has caused you. You have not yet acknowledged the polar opposite. Our telling you is not acknowledgement. She (N) has acknowledged it. When last time she was told, she had not acknowledged it. She has acknowledged it; our telling you is not enough. In fact, when we tell, very often it is resisted. I’ve been going crazy. Good! Good! Review all the events. Take a pen and put down, on your body, all the holes. Give names, if you wish, to the holes they have created. The biggest hole is in my heart. Good! What is that hole? Is it lack of self-esteem? Is it the hole of self-worth? Self-honour? Self-love? Rejection? What is that hole? Can you tell me what my hole is? Your (N) non-assimilated strand that you are working on currently is greed to complete abundance, complete fulfillment. So the polar opposite is greed to move into: the universe has all. Now you have been told. Just allow the non-assimilated strand to reveal itself to you. Abundance! The universe has all and if you are the universe, beloved… Once you come to belonging or abundance, everything is added on. Because that is the segment you are working with. That is it! It’s part of the hole. It seems so simple It is simple! It is simple! Could you tell me my core issue? We are not giving anyone their core issues. That is your psyche. We are not permitted, in such meetings, to even work or reveal core issues. Core issues can come to you only when you are ready to touch the deepest part of your psyche. I’ve been going through this non-existence issue. If that is what you (R) are going through, that is what you must work with. But if you are asking us to validate if that is your core issue, we will neither say ‘yes’ not say ‘no’. We will urge you to work what has come up so strongly for you. But always, if there is a polar opposite that has come up, identify, attempt: what would be the assimilation for you. Don’t ask another for each one will have a different answer to the opposite of non-existence. What is it for you? That is it! And then, do not ask a single soul whether it is right, for the more you ask, the more you will be confused and the non-assimilated strand of chaos might come up. You said criticism is my polar opposite. Does that mean me being critical or me being criticized? Both! Criticism is widespread. Why should you not experience both aspects? Being criticized and criticizing are the catalyst. I know my core issue. I’ve been feeling it for the last 20 years but I keep coming back to the same strand. Core issue is not a strand. (…) The assimilated and non-assimilated strands are part of your Monad. Core issue is only part of your psyche. Oh! But then that’s really not a problem. Because you are so aware of your psyche. But then the psyche isn’t really what we have to (..) True! True! True! But you are aware of only two. Is this shown in the soul chart? Completely! The psyche is just a tool we’ve been given for assimilation. Completely correct! And it is in the tool that you get stuck. You identify with the tool. The tool to create the polar opposite. So if I just say, each day: I am not the personality. Is that enough? Why say that? Say whatever aspect of Consciousness you wish to be, act and know on that day. I am wisdom today. I am forgiveness today. As soon as you have said it, the 24 hours will ensure that it gives you the polar opposite, for you have said it to know it and you only know it through the polar opposite. So: I am forgiveness; your husband will slap you. Every time a strand or strands activate together, as a group, the events always have a pattern. They can never be all random events. Look for the pattern and you have looked for the polar opposite. That’s it! What’s the difference between the strand and the core issue? The core issue comes from the psyche, the persona. It is the tool, which will weave the catalyst, which will crate the hole. What if I keep saying: I am worthy? As long as you believe it! You create what you believe. You will create the event but you won’t be caught in it. And that will show you that you’ve risen above and it won’t happen again. That is right! Now the awareness and understanding is quicker. Namaste! |
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