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20.02.2010 - Part 15 of Special Channeling Series

 

(The Realm of the Unconscious)

 

Namaste!

 

Today we wish to take you within yourselves. Our discussion will be about your psyche, your persona, the subconscious, the unconscious: the energies that come together to create different levels of awareness.

 

The persona, which you refer to as your apparent, obvious characteristics, the so-called human nature, is of course the lowest level of awareness. The psyche, which consists of 2 parts, the subconscious and the unconscious, has 2 levels of awareness, the unconscious being more aware than the subconscious. Now this might seem strange to hear, for you apparently seem to perceive that the persona is the most aware because you are aware of your surroundings, you are aware of the environment, you are aware of people through the persona; you react to these situations through the persona. So to you, in fact, the persona seems the most aware level of consciousness, when in reality, it is the least. Awareness is the recognition of that which is not illusion. The persona is in recognition of all that which is illusion. Do you now understand?

 

We then move to the subconscious: that level of consciousness that is aware of both, the illusion and the non-illusion. That is why the subconscious really, factually, forms a part of the persona and part of the psyche. The psyche recognizes non-illusion. That is why a person who is able to see beyond illusion is termed ‘psychic’, for the layer which you have termed ‘psyche’, is in awareness of the non-illusion. We choose consciously not to use the word ‘truth’, for illusion, when perceived from a certain angle, is truth, and were we to use the term ‘truth’, you would therefore understand that its counterpart is ‘untruth’ or ‘falsehood’. As you sit around looking at each other, seeing embodiments, your own and that of the others in this room, you are not looking at falsehood. You are aware of the illusion. You cannot call her an untruth or a falsehood but certainly embodiment, from the level of the consciousness of that which is only energy, is considered illusion.

 

The psyche is aware of, in recognition of, non-illusion. The persona is in awareness of, in recognition of, illusion. The subconscious, therefore, forms part of both: persona, that which recognizes illusion, and the psyche, that which recognizes non-illusion. And then is the final layer, the layer that is most aware of non-illusion and that is your unconscious, which we would rather you termed as the non-conscious. It is not unconscious of anything that goes around, it is not hiding from the consciousness of the persona either. It is aware of the persona’s recognition and identification with illusion, but though it is aware of the persona’s identification, it does not identify with that identification.

 

You need to understand these 3 layers, very, very clearly, for in understanding these layers, you understand yourself, and then, when you need to work upon yourself, you know which layer of consciousness you need to work with, for you often seem to consider that the unconscious and subconscious are synonymous terms, when they are not.

 

Let us start with the most aware level of consciousness; that which you have paradoxically termed ‘the unconsciousness’. In your terminology you have, in fact, moved away from the truth of this level of consciousness, for this term ‘unconscious’ signifies that it is not conscious of anything. When you say non-conscious it signifies that you are not conscious of the level. And that is true: you are not conscious of this level; you, the persona, is not conscious of this level though it is continuously influenced and determined only by that level. So we will start the discussion with that which you have called the unconscious, which we will now refer to as non-conscious.

 

You are aware that you are all strands that have come together, a conglomeration. Are you able to assimilate that fact that you, as an embodiment, have never existed before and will never exist again? We are only making you recollect what we have already discussed. You will never exist again and you have never existed before, for this unique conglomeration of strands has never come together before and will never come after, for assimilation is an on-going process. Now when this energy conglomeration forms as a spirit beingness, takes on an identity but not an embodiment, it weaves itself around the central core, which we ask you to recollect is your Monadic Ray Essence. It has come together, woven itself around the Monadic Ray Essence to form spirit beingness.

We have still not reached the embodiment stage. This spirit beingness is in complete awareness, identifies completely with energy strands that form, that have created this spirit beingness, in as much awareness, in as much identification as you have with your 10 fingers, 10 toes, 2 arms, 2 legs and all your senses. And the spirit beingness also terms the strands as ‘my strands’, not as ‘I’; just as you term your arms as ‘your arms’, ‘your legs’, ‘your eyes’ they do not become ‘I’, for the I is another, the Source, of course with its individuations, but still Source. And so spirit beingness identifies with its strands never losing the fact that the strands are not the spirit beingness. Spirit beingness is still in complete awareness of that which is not illusion and therefore, is aware that the strands, that it has created itself out of, are the strands that hold unassimilated energies which will help it to tap into illusion. If you had to identify a part of this creation that could be called the ‘I’, that would be the Divine Core. That is aware, completely and utterly, of all that now lies non-assimilated.

 

At this level of creation, you have 2 distinct energy parts, your first experience with duality: one is the unified energy Source, which is unified. Distinct, yes! Separated, no! (Pointing to the various sitters) Source distinct, Source distinct, Source distinct, Source distinct. Seamless distinction; separation not at all! Duality, yes! We are attempting to bring to you the terms you use and often use synonymously and therefore, inaccurately. Duality is not separation.

 

Spirit beingness has the Unified Source, which is in complete awareness of all, of all that is non-illusion, and it has Non-assimilated energy strands that the Divine Ray Essence has taken the responsibility of to assimilate within its own structure. These non-assimilated energy strands will be in awareness of the illusion; they hold the potential to recognize and identify with illusion for they are yet non-assimilated. That which has even a minute degree of non-assimilation has the potential to identify with illusion. Therefore, every single human master has a minute degree of non-assimilation for it is essential in order to aid with the identification of the illusion of the students coming to the teacher.

 

When we say: minute, there is no percentage. It is less than microscopic. And yet, it has the potential to identify with the illusion. Now can you understand why, in different periods in your life, the same energies seem to come up, requiring further and further and further and further assimilation, when you thought you had already assimilated?

 

We have to further explain the non-assimilated energy strands, for we have heard your thoughts, we have heard your words, we have heard your doubts, even as you speak to others. One of your main doubts has been: if there is no soul memory, how is there soul recollection of events that can be historically proved? We have already discussed that past life regression is a creation of the soul, creating a film, which you will see to understand the energy released. And yet, there are events that can be historically proved, which go to years and years and years ago, in a linear past. Let us explain that to you very, very carefully, so that there is no more confusion of these non-assimilated energy strands.

 

Non-assimilated energy strands, we have already discussed with you, have the memory of energy; do not have the memory of event. Now, certain energies impact so strongly that they carry with them a seal of a picture or an event. For example, we could hit her and the impression might last for 5 minutes. But if we paddle her, let us say, with a hammer blow, she might be bruised for the rest of her life. There would be no pain, there would be healing, but there would be an impression. Sometimes, non-assimilated energy strands hold such impressions. But these impressions are few and far between. They are not as commonplace as you have been made to believe, for many, many, many times, when adults seem to have recollections of events of the past, it is only an illusionary makeup.

 

We give you an example that may not be very easy to assimilate. Many of you have been either told or have had what you consider ‘recollection’, of being with Jesus, the Christ, at the time of his crucifixion. The mind has concocted this event for you, in order to explain certain energy. Impressions that are so severe are truly few and far between; so few that we could say they do not take place at a common place level at all. When can you believe them completely? When a child revealing these memories is less than 5 years old, you might consider that the impact is true, present, accurate. We will not generalize and say ‘all’, but, Beloveds, in almost every single case of an adult, the recollection of an historical event is created by the mind in order to portray certain energy to the adult, the mind using an event that it already knows about. Now you might say, I never knew about it, but you do. You could be sitting in a train, talking to your friends and in the next seat, even without you being aware, someone is talking of a village somewhere else, where an event took place. There is no conscious awareness of this by the persona, but the subconscious, which straddles the 2 layers, has heard, and is aware of every single thing in its periphery. You are not lying when you say, I did not know, but you do not know that you do know.

 

What if a picture of an event, over 1000 years ago, comes in a flash?

It might be a flash, Beloved, or it might be an event that is played out for you; in almost every single situation and instance, it is created by the unconscious, through the subconscious, in order to portray to you, reveal to you, expose you to, an energy that lies not assimilated within you. These non-assimilated energy strands have memories of energy; they have memories of energy in the sense that they are aware, the strand is aware (for it is the energy itself, of course) the strand is aware how that energy was released in its origin. Let us give you an example.

 

Let us assume the energy we wish to assimilate is that of trust. The energy released in origin is suspicion. Let us discuss with two assumed spirit beingnesses: 1 and 2. Spirit beingness 1 was subjected to an event where she confided one deep truth that lay within her, to another who was extremely dear to her, only to have her truth spread to all, therefore giving rise to the energy of suspicion. Spirit beingness no.2, as a child, was subjected to acute ill-treatment and therefore, was always on guard, suspicious of anyone who should approach her. Two spirit beingnesses have the origin, origin (for that is where the non-assimilation begins) of the energy of suspicion, but with differing events.

 

Now this spirit beingness no.2 and this spirit beingness no.1 depart from this world without assimilating this energy that has originated, created. Remember, you are Unified Source. You can create any energy. Both these unassimilated strands, therefore, must come now into a conglomeration, in any other future, in order to be assimilated. The strand that lies non-assimilated when spirit beingness no.1 departs, let us assume, will now join a conglomeration, which we will call spirit beingness no.3, and the non-assimilated strand from spirit beingness no.2 joins a conglomeration, which we will now call spirit beingness no.4.

 

Like so many human beings who do not understand, but wish to satiate their curiosity, Spirit beingness no.3 and 4 undergo past life regressions. The events that their own souls and spirit beingnesses will conjure up for them during this process, the picture that will be created for them, will be in accordance with the event of origin.

 

So then there is past life regression.

It’s the memory of the energy. It will not be an exact event, but one that will be in keeping with the origin of the energy release. The essence remains the same. The words change, the actors change, the essence remains the same.

 

I have a birthmark, everything from a past life. Then what does it all mean? That strand didn’t go through that memory?

 

What you are getting is memory of energies which could have similar dramas but you have not gone through it because you, as this conglomeration, have not existed.

But I have this mark! What does it mean?

If a strand holds very strongly unassimilated energy, the entire drama must be played out. Would you be caught in a play which is incomplete, where the actor did not scream out from the stage to hit you with their non-real reality? Would you be able to sit for hours and really get lost in the drama?

 

You would say it’s a bad play.

Absolutely! And walk away because it does not grip you. It must have the music, it must have the lights, it must have the effects, it must have the crashing and the breaking and the screaming and the shouting and for 3 hours, you do not know you are seated in an auditorium. You are, in fact, living the world being created for you on the stage and saying, “But I can see the birthmark.” And it is true! That is why we do not use the word ‘truth’.

 

What is the truth?

Anything that you identify as truth is the truth. It must be illusion and it might be non-illusion. Truth is anything that you can identify with.

 

That becomes the truth for me.

That is right! And unless, beloved, it becomes the truth for you, how will you assimilate the energy, for its experience has to be the truth.

 

When a departed soul communicates with you and tells you he was your son and he was born as an Egyptian and so on. Is the soul also…?

Very, very good question! When universe communicates with you (we will not use the words ‘entity’, we will not use the word ‘spirit’, we will not use the word ‘master’, we will not use the word ‘guide’) and gives you such details, is it then truth or falsehood? It is truth in the sense that you will be now given tangible memory in order to work with intangible non-assimilated energy. Do you call that untruth? That is entirely up to you. But your question, beloved, is: did it really take place? Our answer is: if you have never existed before, how could you have been true, in that sense? But it is very true for you to understand the energy that you are being exposed to.

 

As Light Workers, as channels, as psychic mediums, when you are given these recollections to share with those who come before you, you must discern whether the person sitting before you, can assimilate the truth of never having existed before. If that person cannot assimilate that truth, go along with the illusion presented to you by the universe, for in your world all illusion is true. Thus, if a child needs to be told about her mother, who in a past life had treated her badly and therefore was with her, in a current life, in order to make a choice between revenge and forgiveness, instantly you, as the channel, must be aware that you are dealing with the energy of revenge, and not the event. You, as the facilitator must not get caught in the event. Yes, you will share the event with the person, even though it is illusion and you are aware of that. But then gently move away from the details of the ‘created event’ and make the focus of your counseling, the energy of revenge and the choice of forgiveness. Now you may wonder why this illusion involved the mother? For the energy of revenge had its origin due to a reaction to an event involving feminine energy. You could then take your counseling further to how this child, herself, may not be ready to accept her own feminine energy, or has issues with other feminine energies, for example: a feminine boss.

 

All of you are catalysts for assimilation. So the medium, herself or himself, would have an opportunity to be exposed to that non-assimilated strand which could also lie within them, as well. Could; we do not say: does. For some you may be only a catalyst; with another there be a non-assimilated strand which reminds you of your own. One who is in awareness of the non-conscious layer of self will instantly resonate with that which has been exposed in a meeting. If the channel (as so many channels are) is not even in recognition of their full subconscious, the non-conscious is a field totally not recognized by them.

 

Could you talk about synchronicity: when someone comes at the right time for a reason?

The unassimilated strands activate from time-to-time. At any given point in time, there is, at least, one non-assimilated strand that is in activation. At least 1! Even at times when you feel, ‘I am in perfect harmony with myself’, there is one. The reason why you may not be aware of it is that, the mind, body, heart, spirit beingness have come into such alignment that the non-assimilated strand is being assimilated without resistance. That is why you feel good. When the alignment is disturbed, that which is non-assimilated and activated will meet with resistance. You are, you, persona, the least aware layer of consciousness. You are not aware, for awareness in the persona is minimal. Persona reacts. Its awareness is only awareness of that which is illusion, so it reacts. When the Non-assimilated strand is activated, Persona reacts with resistance without you being aware of it.

 

Resistance could be of several different types: one is, I will hide and not let it be seen. Much like the child who plays hide-n-seek and covers his eyes with his hands and assumes because he cannot see you, you cannot see him. Denial! It does not exist. I am happy. Nothing is bothering me right now. I am in the fullness of all my universal knowledgeI am detached. I am only an observer. Denial! Denial! Denial! Persona cannot observe.

 

When denial is no longer possible, and there is awareness of the non-assimilation, and the strand is knocking at your door far too loud to be denied, persona resorts to suppression. Open the door and push it away with a kick. Out! I have seen you. I do not wish to see you. This door remains shut to you. Knock! Knock! Knock! Open the door. Three more kicks. Shut the door. Suppression! Stay out! Not invited! Trespassers will be prosecuted. That’s the second: suppression.

 

The third: denial does not work, suppression does not work. Then there is a moving into the realm of deliberate intellectual game play. You are aware that you are playing a game. Persona is reacting and the reaction is now most vitally identified with.

 

Once the non-conscious part of the spirit beingness that identifies with non-illusion faces resistance, it discerns the intensity of the resistance and the best possible method to meet it head on. One way: create an event. Second: bring someone who has the same non-assimilated strand, for all is one. The strand that runs merges with the strand that runs and draws the two together for a beautifully synchronized assimilation process that could ensue. The fact is, beloveds, there are those who welcome and are very busily entertaining those who come to them for aid and help, and are completely unaware that there needs to be a harmonious assimilation in both, the counselor and the patient. This is a gentle manner of knocking through the resistance. When it doesn’t work, events start to come into creation. An event, when you encounter it, has taken years to be created after the origin of activation. It could have been activated 10 years ago and you were given so many opportunities, for spirit beingness is kind to itself. Persona may not love itself; spirit beingness loves itself completely, for it recognizes itself as Divine Source, for it is the Divine Core. Spirit beingness is always kind to itself.

 

Can personality ever guide non- consciousness?

Never! Non-consciousness always guides personality.

 

The persona is the buddhu.

 

And the non-consciousness is the Buddhi!!

 

What about criticism?

Criticism, beloved, is one of the least recognized forms of resistance. Both, judgment and criticism are forms of resistance. Resistance to non-assimilated energies. Discover for yourself what you criticize the most, who you criticize the most, what do you, predominantly, judge. There lies your energy exposed for you. Now start assimilating this energy, touching Divine Core. There is no ‘within’ self and there is no ‘outside’ self. There is Self.

 

Sorry! I’ve forgotten who creates the blueprint. Who creates it?

Spirit beingness will create the blueprint, in full awareness of that which is not conscious, for it now has to begin to create its sub-conscious layer and its persona.

 

Where does embodiment come in?

Often, embodiment is created after the baby has already been conceived. It does not need to be created before. Very often, it creates itself after and therefore, sex cannot be accurately determined or when you are convinced that it is one sex, lo and behold! It is another!

 

In embodiment you cannot change anything, except for assimilation.

You can change everything, for what is assimilation? Assimilation is making the non-conscious into a conscious state of living, where the persona though present and in reactive mode react to the illusion, is enfolded by the state of conscious awareness that is expanded.

 

Once you become aware that you have judged or criticized another, the next time, you become aware that you must accept the person as he is.

Beloved, true, up to a point! But what is the energy that you are being exposed to with each opportunity to criticize? The assimilation is of energy; it is not of tolerating her. That is not your goal. The goal is not of tolerating people. It is not of forgiving people. There is nothing to tolerate and endure and forgive and accept. The goal is assimilation. Very often, when you say, I have accepted you; it only means that you have learnt to overcome the habit of criticism.

 

Will assimilation make you forget?

Everything will remain in the memory, as long as spirit beingness has this embodiment. All your events that have been created in order to assimilate, and they will remain in the memory bank of the persona and the subconscious, which has one foot in non-illusion and one foot in illusion. It will remain there as long as the embodiment lives.

 

How do you define assimilation?

Assimilation is when there is no energy. For example: loss to belonging. It has moved fully into belonging. Whatever loss would now come her way will only be an event, not even recognized as long. Not even recognized as loss!

With each assimilation, the persona will change.

 

That is right and that is why you have some who have a certain persona, in their youth, and a completely different persona, as they age, for even if you have no awareness of any of these teachings, life, with its events, is a great catalyst for assimilation.

 

Memory remains till the embodiment lives. But the memory that has non-assimilated energies attached to them, when tested (and you now have scientific equipment to test energy resonance), will expose itself as sharp peaks, showing level of non-assimilation. With full assimilation, it will be a straight line; exactly like a person who is dead, for there is no non-assimilated energy.

 

That means once the energy is assimilated, the event doesn’t occur again.

It will occur! Remember beloved, events have to occur, not only for you…. but do you remember the knots? (Series Part 2) You are still a knot with someone so you can play out a drama for that person.

 

How is the persona to know whether it is in denial or whether it’s not reacting?

The persona never knows. The greater and greater is your assimilation, the wider and more expansed is the field that you had called non-conscious, the greater movement from non-conscious to conscious ….. It is through that consciousness that you are aware. But your question will be taken in detail when we discuss the subconscious.

 

Namaste!

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


 
   

 

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