DATE:  14-11-2004

TOPIC:  Creating Energy Walls/Blocks

MASTER:    JADE FIRE

MEDIUM: Ellaeenah 

You raise walls every day, with different living, sentient energies all around you, particularly a troublesome husband, a truant child, a difficult friend, a tyrannical mother. Do you not raise your walls of energies? And then how do these walls truly protect you? Do they? Or do they only make you go through an emotional shock, very similar as the physical shock that her body experienced?

You do not harm the other by these walls, but you harm yourself. You get into a state of acute trauma. When you have to erect a wall of energy, you have to instantaneously withdraw a large part of your energy from different levels and concentrate it on one focused purpose; the purpose of protection, which comes from the underlying emotion of fear, of separateness. When energy is thus focused to this one purpose, it can cause you this trauma. If we had permitted it to continue, she would have physically collapsed. There would have been an instant stopping of breath. And that is why we do not permit these energies to come through, unless we know her guardian is in protection shield for her.

But where are your guardians every day? Do you have someone, 24 hours protecting you against the very walls that you built? And then you go into a state of such emotional and mental agitation. Is this not the same as the physical shock that you witnessed? And then, is there a guardian to come and help you? You have to help yourself out of this, but you have used up your energy to raise this wall. What energy is now left in its residuary form to help you to bring down that wall? How bitterly then do you subject yourself to this every day? And underlying this is this real desire to expand your energy. And you do, you do expand it because you work so hard at overcoming the obstacles in your path. And it is this same expansed energy that you use to raise your next wall, which is then even stronger. Greater trauma.

Haven’t you heard people say, “Beware! The spiritual path is very difficult. You will meet a lot of difficulties and personal problems.” Haven’t you heard that? The spiritual path is not difficult. The walls that you raise are now even stronger because of your strong energies and thus the subsequent trauma, even greater. Were her (Ellaeenah) energies not this expansed, the extra-terrestrial energy would have been able to overcome it very lightly. Her wall would not have been strong. But now, her expansed cosmic grid makes her a worthy adversary. And yet, doesn’t this same strength and growth of her energy, now work against her when she raises these walls?

So the more you grow, the stronger will be the walls you will bring up, the greater will be the trauma. Trauma starts on emotional or mental levels, or both, and then eventually results in physical collapse. And who has done this to you? Not the one you consider your enemy. How easy it would be to say that I have suffered a collapse because of my tyrannical mother-in-law? But she had nothing to do with it. You raised a wall of your energy because you didn’t wish her energy to mingle with your own. As soon as anything in the universe raises a shield, not permitting free intermingling of energy, the energy will ricochet back and be like a bullet shot. And depending how strong your energy, the bullet can be a cannonball. And you have done it to yourself.

Now you are asking me, “So what do we do? Do we just allow this tyrannical mother-in-law to bully me? Is that the only option?” Is that the only choice you can see? Can you not see that there is a possibility of you emanating your light of love so that the hurt within the tyrannical mother-in-law is absorbed in this light, opening her to love that she has never received? Could you not see that option? Ahh! But that is a difficult option to take because till your light of love is bright enough to absorb her pain, you will have to play surrender. Play surrender.

Make it a game. Again and again, we repeat, make your obstacles into a game. Take home mental trophies every now and then. Hadn’t you played, as children, a game where you throw a ball and if it hits another below the knees that one is out? And what is your attempt? To throw the ball hard where it hurts. Is that not your game? And what does your opponent do? Does he scream and shout and tear out his hair? No. He screams an “ouch!” and picks up another ball, in glee, to continue the game. Be children. The tyrannical mother-in-law lifts up the ball and hits you on your shin and its “out”. Continue the game. And the more light-hearted you are, the more ‘light’-hearted you can be.

These walls of energy now are consciously created. Be honest with yourselves and you will realize most of your walls are deliberate. There are very few walls that you now raise at a subconscious level. We can see that, so you cannot trick us. (Smile) Use that same strength of energy to expand the light. Now you will have a sea of energy that flows, radiates outwards to all those whom you welcome into your energy field, including the tyrannical mother-in-law. And do you think that there is any energy that can withstand the energy of love? The tyrannical mother-in-law will, much against her will, suddenly start gifting you kind words and showering presents and telling the whole world what a wonderful daughter-in-law you are. (Laughter)

Why do you choose conflict? Was free will given to you for this, to choose conflict? Was it given to you to choose to raise walls of energy or was it given to you to choose to become a wide ocean, so wide that your boundaries cannot be seen? But no, you choose conflict. Moment to moment, you choose conflict. Every word of condemnation is a choice of conflict. Every word of judgment is a choice of conflict. Every attempt at keeping another away from you is a choice of conflict. And then you blame the Masters for the conflict. And then you pray to the Masters to ease the conflict. But, my beloved ones, if we were to ease that conflict, we would have to withdraw from you the strength of energy, so that your walls are not so, so strong and would we do that from you when you have worked so hard to grow into these beautiful, beautiful beings? How then can we help you? What other choice do we have? You have made a choice to raise a wall. We cannot take down that wall. So what other choice have you given us? Can you understand how sometimes, you are your worst enemy? And there is nothing that we can do but stand by and watch this wall grow stronger and stronger; watch the conflict grow, and then watch you collapse. And it is in that moment of collapse then that your walls also collapse and then we step in. But we have to wait.

You are Masters with the strength to destroy or to create; and there is nothing else that you can destroy but yourself and there is nothing else that you can create but yourself.

Let us take this child’s (Ellaeenah) example. Yes, there was a time when she requested us that she would not like to be an instrument for extra-terrestrial energies and we agreed for that time, because that was her process of growth and training and we did not wish to make it harder than it needed to be. Now, when she so decides, she goes against all energies of unison and this now, we cannot permit. Hers is now is a cosmic grid, not a personal grid. Can she now decide what aspect of energy is cosmic and what is not? Can she now make a judgment that an energy is good or bad? Worthy of her being an instrument or not? And how do you learn? Just as this child does? By a physical experience of your foolishness.

But we wait. We wait till the time is right and another wiser and strong is at hand. And you bring these situations to yourselves every time you choose separateness. She chooses separateness at one level. You choose it at another level; at the level of everyday life. But levels are insignificant. Unison has no level.

What has this physical experience shown to you? That this child, like you, seated there is still unable to accept the vastness of one energy. When you cannot accept unison, is there not judgment? I will accept her, but not her. But, you will say, I have not passed a judgement. I have not said a single word. Ahh! But you have passed a much a greater judgement than the spoken word. You have passed a judgement of energy by condemning her energy field.

Energy is interwoven. You are a beautiful Persian carpet. And when we see you, we see only the vastness and the colours and the beauty and the splendour of this woven carpet, and the woven birds and flowers, the stars, the sun, the moon, and kings and queens, the joys, the sorrows all interwoven into a beautiful carpet. What do you see? You are so close to the carpet that you are able to see but individual strands of differing colours. And then you sat this is a red colour, and a blue colour and a yellow colour.

And how does this make up a big picture? Because you are so close to it you can only see the strands. You have very interesting saying in your English language “You cannot see the woods for the trees”. When you are in the woods themselves you can only see the trees; tall, arrogant, defiant …SEPARATE. Walk back a little and look again. And suddenly, you cannot see the trees at all. All that you see is a clump.  The woods merge. You cannot identify whether the branches belong to the oak or to the pine. You cannot identify whether this shade of green belongs to this tree or that one. You cannot even see the leaves individually. All the separate trees have become one grove and all that is needed is to step back. Step back.

When the temptation comes to build a wall of energy, step back. Do not look at the tree that is growing next to you, that is defying you, that is trying to encroach upon your root space. Let that tree grow as it will. All you need to do is to step back. Play surrender. And in that moment of surrender you will not see the separate trees; you see a large wood. And you will laugh and say How foolish was I? Do I really need to push my branches out to push the other trees? I cannot even see the tree next to me from this distance. I cannot even see ME any more. Which tree am I? I can only see the woods. How beautiful. From a small, individual tree I have become a large grove!

And then you step back a little more and the grove becomes a small speck in a vista covered by large mountains. And then you look and say there is my grove and then you step back a little more and you can see just a profusion of colours with not even a semblance of a shape of a tree.

The next time you go flying in an aero plane, do this exercise. You all consider yourself as going ‘higher’ do you not. ‘Higher wherever that is; (smile) but we will play along with you….higher! So when you are in an aero plane, look out. (To Silla with a big smile) Tell, my son (Sohrab) not to be scared. Just because he keeps his eyes shut does not mean that the aero plane will not crash, it has to!! (Laughter) Look down. Everything is so distinctly seen; each car, each human being, each tree, each bird, each building, each road. All separate, very diverse. And then you climb higher and now the roads seems to merge and what appeared as each individual car seems to be a long snake and the trees have merged and come together, as through magically walking towards each other. And the buildings that were all separate have suddenly become one concrete structure. And then you climb higher. And now the roads and the cars have merged and you cannot see the roads from the rest of the vista, and that one concrete structure has only become a dot. And where have all the human beings gone? You can’t see them. And then you climb even higher and…what is this? A page out of an atlas? That is all that you can see. No structures, no big and tall mountains…where did they all go? How did they flatten out? And where did the sea

arrive from? This great, blue shimmering sea that wasn’t there when I was on land. Where did that come from? When did this ugly city become beautiful? Magical! And then you climb even higher and with the wave of a magician’s wand….all gone!! Where did that littler page from the atlas disappear only to be replaced by the vastness of blue sky. Ahh! But now we see these individual forms. We see the clouds (extra terrestrial energies) and they are all different and sometimes we see faces that are beautiful and some that have monstrous shapes. And then you rise even higher and you can only see a vast ocean of fluffy white, beautiful clouds. Where did all those individual clouds disappear? When did they merge? And then you climb even higher and what you have is vast blue. No form, no shape. Has the outside changed or have you climbed higher?

Taking a step back is ‘climbing higher’.  So go on a flight and enjoy the experience. What you are seeing is your journey, your journey to the big wide blue.

Be Light.