| HURDLES IN THE PATH OF THE LAW OF ATTRACTION |
18-11-2007
HURDLES IN THE PATH OF THE LAW OF ATTRACTION
Why am I not attracting what I truly desire in my life, in spite of positive thinking and strong intent? This is a question that has been asked to me very often. I can see them making an effort, but it’s still not happening; in fact, the situation, sometimes, goes from bad to worse. I can see they are still trying to be positive, through the tough spots. Sometimes frustration sets in; despondency sets in, “What am I doing wrong? Why is the situation not changing?” Sometimes, out of frustration, they say, “I am an idiot to believe things could just change like that. Maybe I’ve done something and must go through it, as a punishment.”
Beloved friends, none of us need to be punished for anything that we have done. Some people feel “maybe I’m just being too greedy. Why am I not satisfied with what I have?” Do not mistake contentment for complacency. Contrary to common thought, I believe that every day, there has to be a new desire, a new goal, a new high for you to reach. That’s LIFE! LIFE is not about coming to a stand still because you have attained some of your dreams. That will be the first HURDLE that will stop the Law of Attraction coming to your doorstep. It is not desire that is the evil…but greed. Introspect on this for yourself and find the difference between the two.
Greed is external based. Desire is an internal urge for growth, expansion; it has nothing to do with ‘out there’, nothing to prove a point about, or to take up a challenge, and it’s not something with which to fill up an empty hole within.
Your desires will evolve with you. There are times in your life when your desires are for material things. Don’t chide yourself about a natural desire for the good things in life. But if there is a hole inside that needs to be filled in and you buy and buy and buy all the time, then that is the greed. Then the Law of Attraction is not coming to you; in fact, the more you fill it, the more it’s empty. When a desire gets fulfilled, there is a feeling of complete wholeness. Every fulfillment is a feeling of being complete.
Don’t feel guilty about having desires, don’t be ashamed, don’t think you are an idiot, and don’t think God doesn’t love you. Why do you even think the Law of Attraction is not working for you? The Law of Attraction is working for you far more than you think it is, because the truth is: the Law of Attraction can never not work. Can you stop breathing and survive? The Law of Attraction is as natural as your breath. When you’re not getting something and you feel the Law of Attraction is not working for you, that’s not true. In fact, the Law of Attraction is working for you, but your focus is on something else and what you’re focusing on is actually manifesting. You might be intellectually focusing on, let’s say, a big home. But if your inner focus is on: where will we get the money? it translates to: I don’t have the money to buy a new home. The Law of Attraction works beautifully and you just don’t have the money to buy a new home. So it’s not that the Law of Attraction is not working, in fact, it’s working amazingly well. It’s that you’re not aware where your true focus lies and that is why it seems to be that it’s not working for you.
Here are ten main hurdles that I will elaborate upon for you.
The first of them is INEXACTNESS. I often ask people, “What do you really want?” They say, “I want things to be better.” What is the definition of ‘better’? That’s not an exact definition. Are you trying to say that “I’d like my relationship to be more hours spent with my husband, in deep vital, significant communication.”? “I would like my children to treat me with love and respect”. “I would like to see my job growing into getting a promotion to this level.” “I would like to see at least a 50% increase in my income.” YOU HAVE TO BE EXACT.
I want you to go home and think about all the areas in your life. If you use these 10 points to make a manifestation journal for you, I can guarantee you will create for yourself, whatever you desire. Be very, very exact.
I have a book which is a Cosmic Card reading + a Manifestation journal, which I make for my clients. A Cosmic Card reading is a 12 month reading: month-to-month, it tells you, what are the energies you can expect for yourself, in this month. Once you know what you need to pay attention to in that month, the period is smoother and easier, because forewarned is certainly forearmed. I take the Cosmic Card reading and I merge it with the Manifestation journal, leaving places for them to fill up. This is enhanced by the energies of powerfully energetic pictures, that are specially selected for their personal energies. (If you wish to know more about this journal please visit my website…Ellaeenah)
You can do the same. Write down, very exactly: what is it that you want to attract? Who creates reality? YOU DO! You create reality, so go on and create what you would like to experience in that reality; once it’s created, in this realm, it cannot not be created in every other realm. Every single realm is energetically created; sometimes the manifestation takes place on an etheric realm and then translates here and sometimes you use this physical realm as the catalyst. In this, you take the fullest responsibility as the co-creator.
Don’t compromise with your desires. You’ve stated your desires and that’s what you will get. More is fine, but less is not acceptable. When you don’t compromise, you send out a strong message to every realm: this and nothing less. When you say: I will not accept anything less, that’s when you show your fullness and power. I am the Creator. I create what I wish.
Go through that list that you have made and write down there, very honestly, do you think that you deserve it all. The 2nd point is: DISHONOUR. My clients come back with their list and I ask them how much of this do you deserve? Instantly they go into self-doubt.
Look at every desire and answer the question: What is so special about me that I deserve all this abundance, health, prosperity, success, and wealth? Don’t try and underplay things. When you send an application or recommendation to a college or company, you tend to play up on your strengths and the little things you have not done well you decide to keep away from the bio-data. Do exactly that. Let’s say, you have attained 2 of your desires, don’t write I have attained only 2 of my desires; say: I have attained more than 1 desire. See the connotation of that sentence: I have attained more than 1 desire. Are you lying? No! And yet, more than 1 desire instantly converts to many. It’s how you think of yourself, which will make you write those answers.
After that ask yourself, what are your various misgivings about this? ‘I deserve it, I desire it, I feel I should get it all but I have some misgivings.’ MISGIVINGS is the 3rd hurdle. What are the kind of misgivings people generally come to me with? The most common one, which I’m really surprised to hear, is “Will God permit it to happen?” P may want to be the next Deepak Chopra but he wonders if God will permit it to happen. He may think, “I have this desire and I deserve it because I am a great facilitator, but eventually it’s in God’s hands.” I say, “No! There’s no one up there or anywhere else; it’s YOU.
This is the most deep-seated misgiving in people: will it be permitted by God? Sometimes, you replace the word God with the universe or masters or cosmos; you constantly keep feeling there is someone out there who is chalking it out for you and deciding whether you deserve it or not. Those misgivings you have to remove.
The 2nd misgiving is guilt. Why are we trying to stay satisfied with being small? Because you feel this is the limit of what you deserve. I ‘don’t deserve’ and I ‘shouldn’t get’ comes from guilt or shame. Shame is also a huge limiting factor for some people. They are ashamed to talk about how successful they are or to say that this is what they desire or say this is how much they want to grow big or to say that they are not satisfied with what they have and want more.
You are actually ashamed because inside you, you feel: I am greedy, so you instantly think if you were to say you desired something, another would think how greedy you are. But it’s not someone out there who is saying anything; you are saying it to yourself, all the time.
Now what do you do change this mindset? We approach people, masters, gurus, God, the universe, from the mindset of a scolded child; of a child who has done something wrong and now deserves to be punished. That mindset we have to break. What have you done, which is so horrible that you think the universe needs to punish you?
Whatever desires there are, there has to be no shame or guilt attached to the desire. There is no desire, which you harbour, which is wrong. There is no desire that you harbour which makes you small, evil. So change this mindset, where you are scared of people, scared of the environment, scared of everyone that you approach. Approach everyone on an equal footing.
Then you have RESERVATIONS; that is the 4th hurdle. Many who consider that they are thinking positively, are only thinking half-heartedly. And that reservation springs from: if I have, in any case, not put in my full effort and then I fail, I’ve really nothing so much to lose. It won’t hurt as much, if I’ve failed because I’ve not tried as much. So you have reservations about 100% effort because, in your mind, you’ve already thought, what if I fail?
My wise daughter believes firmly: “never start something, thinking it will fail. Start something KNOWING you will win.”
None of us can experience our own power except through a reflection. That’s the joy of the universe. Just as I cannot see my face unless I see it in a mirror, I cannot experience my power unless I experience it in you.
How will you get rid of these reservations? Think of faith as a little oil can. Faith is your WD 40. Every time there is a reservation, a doubt, instantly bring up a spiritual WD 40. That spiritual WD 40 could be a thought or a memory that will make you feel good. Each one of us must be able to identify some thoughts which make us feel good. In your worst moments, you must have a few of these thoughts which bring prop you up.
It’s very important to write them in your manifestation journal: the thoughts that make me feel good. It’s very important for all of us to have our little treasure box of good thoughts and good memories. Every time there is a doubt keep that spiritual WD 40 readily accessible.
The next hurdle is SKEPTICISM. Does this really work? One of the questions I’m asked is, “Ell, if it really works as you say it works, wouldn’t everyone be very, very rich and everyone be very, very happy?” There would be no divorces and no suicides.” I completely agree, but, my dear friends, there are suicides and poverty because the Law of Attraction works perfectly on all that you put out there through your thoughts and beliefs.
When there is skepticism, the Law of Attraction will say I’m not even recognized here. Why should I go because when I knock on the door, they will say strangers are not allowed. Let me knock at another door where they will recognize me. So it’s not going to come to your doorstep because you don’t believe it exists. The Law of Attraction is working but you don’t believe it’s working, so it doesn’t work for you in the way you would wish it to.
When you have skepticism be honest about it and say, “I believe in it about 50%.” If you’ve acknowledged that you believe in it about 50%, and if what you get is 50% of what you desire, have the courage to say, “Wow! That’s where it worked.” You might also have skepticism about why it should work for you; it’s the same as: why am I so special, or will it really work? Give yourself practical, logical, analytical reasonable results. E.g. You desire to experience the joy of being a head of a multi-national corporate house: that’s your desire. When you look at the reality around you, you have nothing to start off with; you are only a clerk in a call center. When you tell someone that you are a clerk in a call center but wish to head a multi-national, they will tell you not to build castles in the air. DON’T LISTEN TO THEM! Read articles: the rags to riches types: this one could do it, this one has done it. It is possible. It took 10 years to get it done. You’re giving yourself completely tangible proof. It can be done! We love reading rags to riches stories but we do not believe they can happen to us because as soon as you read it, you will think why doesn’t it happen to me? It happens to everyone else. So what are you saying? It means it can’t happen to you.
Whenever you have doubts about yourself, look around and the universe will give you examples of people who have started from where you started and went on to do greater things; then whether it is work related or relationships related, you will find your inspiring example. Write down those examples. Keep repeating them to yourself till you are convinced. Keep re-iterating it, in your mind. That manifestation journal can’t be made and kept away. It has to be taken out every single day for a quick scan. What your eye is going through, your mind has already registered. You are creating new grooves in your brain. You don’t need to read it through, word-by-word every day.
Then comes the next hurdle to the Law of Attraction: THE PRESENCE OF TWO COMPLETELY OPPOSING REALITIES. You wish to experience a lot of wealth but you go to a shop and think you can’t afford it. You wish to experience the joy of a relationship with your husband but he comes home drunk and you’re a nag. These are 2 completely opposing realities.
There cannot be 2 opposing realities co-existing. In our human element, a denser energy takes priority over the finer energy. Why? If the dense energy did not come up, how would you resolve it? So if your dense energy is that of a nag and the fine energy is that of wishing for a great relationship with your husband, it’s the dense energy that will be focused on and it’s going to be attracted. Now you will say, “Ell, what do you want me to do when he comes home drunk? Do I just sit back and say nothing?” And I say: YES, because if that is what it takes, as a first step to that eventual goal fulfillment, you’ve got to do it. If today you keep quiet, tomorrow he may come home a little less drunk because he doesn’t have to face a nag at home.
It’s time for you to take responsibility and if there are 2 realities existing, don’t take the easy way out by saying, “If he stops drinking, I’ll stop nagging.” In fact, why not suggest to him, in the morning, for you both to go out to a bar that night for a drink. Go out and have a drink with your husband and enjoy that. Why is your husband drinking and not coming home to you? Isn’t there something you are not doing? And then shouldn’t you start doing that if you want a husband of your desire?
It’s time to stop the 2 realities. Write down what the 2 realities you are living in are. This is my desire, but this is the reality that I’m thinking of; this is what I’m feeling; this is how I am reacting. And then you start living that finer reality, not the dense one. They say: Fake it till you make it! It’s not your reality as yet, so you will fake it and when your husband comes home, you will fake it. Fake it till you are convinced of its reality, because the more you are faking it up here (mind), at some level, the energy will seep down and make a difference here (heart).
One large hurdle is FEAR OF CONSEQUENCES. You have to figure out: do you have fears of consequences? It’s like someone saying, “I want to become a famous film star but what if I’m hounded like XYZ is?” You’re already fearing being hounded by the press and yet you want to become a famous film star and this fear will stop you from becoming a world famous film star.
Sit down with your desires and very honestly write down if you have any fears of the consequences. If you have those fears, put them onto paper. E.g.: I fear becoming popular because of this. Then write down: So what if people criticize me? So what if people make fun of me? How would you deal with these consequences? You are actually breaking your fear. You will come down to the root cause that is deep within. And in writing down: so what? So what? So what? You make your fear smaller than you, because every time you have a reply for your fear, you give a solution for your fear. If the fear is there, give yourself the solution, instantly, right here and now. Then if it ever should happen, you have the solution on hand. I call it in inner child work: worst case scenario. Present to yourself the worst case scenario and then give yourself the solution to the worst case scenario. You’re already well prepared and nothing can get worse than that.
After you’ve done all of this, you get so enthusiastic that you just try too hard and then you get obsessed. Live life, don’t intellectualize it!! The process of intellectualization and affirmations sometimes becomes an excuse for indolence; instead of doing, you are intellectualizing. Sitting in an armchair with visualizations is not going to make them happen. Once a day, re-iterating your affirmation is fine, but don’t get obsessed with it. Don’t read that journal 10 times, as though it has become a Bible for you. Flip through it; each day as you flip through it, your brain has registered everything.
When in moments when you falter, it’s OK. No big deal! Nothing major is lost. We are all human beings and the joy of being human beings is that we falter so delightfully often. Every time you trip up, write in your manifestation journal: today I made a great step forward in manifestation. No, don’t laugh, dear friends.You did! Every time you revert to past patterns or make a mistake, you’ve taken a step further. Why? Because instantly you have the opportunity to strengthen yourself a little more. If you didn’t fail, you wouldn’t know where to strengthen yourself. It’s when you fail, when you fall, that you know where to get a little stronger.
The next hurdle is DISSATISFACTION. ‘Ell, it’s been 10 months that I’ve been trying to manifest’. Yes, but what you are trying to undo may be of not 10 years, but of 10 lifetimes deeply ingrained in you. How are you going to be able to change that overnight? Stop being so dissatisfied; stop being so frustrated by everything. The more frustrated you are, the more you have to be frustrated about, because, remember, the Law of Attraction is constantly at work. We do get frustrated at times, but as soon as we are aware of our frustrations, let us instantly pull out a thought from the treasure box of happy thoughts. When you have feel gratitude, what you draw in is what you will be grateful about; not what you will be frustrated about.
Then there is IMPATIENCE. Everything has a purpose. Don’t allow the frustration of impatience to make your Law of Attraction give you frustration in return. Know that it’s already out there. It will come to you when you are ready to receive it. I already know that my large home is there; my eyes must have the vision to see it. I am patiently waiting for my eyes to see my large home.
Do not say ‘want’. Want means a lack of something. Say instead: I choose and desire to experience .......
There are instances when the Law will not work for you. The biggest of them is when you want to change someone else. We so often want the Law of Attraction to change the person outside of us. It will never work because what you are doing, by using a Universal Law, is entering the sacred space of someone else. You cannot use the Law of Attraction to change someone’s thoughts or feelings; you can use it for yourself alone. Remember, when you try to change someone, you are attempting to make them your clone, because you always have only yourself as a reference point.
Secondly, don’t try and control everything around you; the Law of Attraction will not work for that.
Thirdly, it doesn’t work to increase your self-esteem. In fact, whatever power you give the Law of Attraction comes from your self-esteem. If your self-esteem is weak, what you will attract to you will only be dense, negative. You will not attract success because your self-esteem is right down there. As your self-esteem grows, your power to attract more and more success or joy in your life expands.
A significant number of persons who do Inner Child Work with me have very low self-esteem. When they are able to acknowledge that and start to work upon it, things around them start clearing up. In your acknowledgment of a deep fear or low self-esteem is the greatest window of opening. We have to work towards our self-esteem every single day.
Working on self-esteem can only be done in one way: reaching out and touching the truth of issues lying within. Meditations or affirmations don’t work; you have go deep down, find out what’s in your soul, find out what your fears are, your angers are, your pain is, what is being harbored in your unconscious, bring that out into the open; this is when self-esteem begins to grow.
Another area where the Law of Attraction works weakly, is genetic predispositions. You cannot overcome the physical genes that you are born with. Your physical genes may have the propensity for being short or fat or thin. Be joyous of who you are; don’t allow that to be the reason for your low self-esteem. I’m working at present, with some teenage girls, who are fat and they feel because they are fat, they are ugly, because they are ugly no one will look at them or care about them. They need to work on the self-esteem issue rather than the fat issue. If you have a genetic predisposition you do what you need to: eat healthy, exercise, but don’t obsess about that; don’t feel bad about who you are; just understand that genetic predispositions are very strong.
You cannot use the Law of Attraction to put blame on yourself or others. This is something that I find most disturbing in people. They make their manifestation journals, they get frustrated along the way, so they say, “I really am worthless and that’s why it’s not happening.” They will use that as a whip. When you use that as a whip, the world around you will reflect your worthlessness. You cannot use the Law of Attraction to put blame on yourself.
When you have a desire, think from the desire, don’t think of the desire. I have a desire to be very rich, so I’m thinking of the desire. When I start thinking from that desire, I will strut out, like a rich man. They have a walk, a confidence, a carriage, an aura around them: I’m rich. They may have nothing in their bank account but everyone will think they’re rich. He’s thinking from his desire. When you go out to buy something, don’t say, “I can’t afford it” Say instead, “I choose not to buy it at this time.” When your daughter says she wants to go on a holiday, don’t say, “No! We can’t afford it.” say, “We certainly will at a time in the future when all of us choose the correct moment.”
So, my friends, Happy Manifestation to you all. Jade Fire:
Good evening! So much spoken on attraction and yet, without understanding one vital factor, all the information you have learnt today, will remain only knowledge. And that factor is that of energy.
What is the energy of attraction? If you can understand that one factor, all that you have learnt today will fall into greater perspective. Different aspects of your life have different kinds of energies; some energies are what we, in the cosmic realm, call staccato. Those are pinpoints of energy. Visualize a firecracker in your hand. The points of light, in a firecracker, die out almost as soon as you see them. These kind of energies are staccato energies.
Which facets of your life have staccato energies? Laughter is one which has the strongest staccato energy. Though staccato energies die out very soon, the strength of the energy, in the moment in time when it does exist, is far more powerful than the other longer lasting energies; especially a laughter that erupts from deep within you is literally like a firecracker that goes ‘pop’ with light, illumination, colour and sound. And then it dies down; but even after it has died down, the echo of the laughter will reverberate deep within your energy system; its lightness, its joy, its vibrancy, its radiance will envelop you for minutes to come.
And then you have energies, which are coiled energies; they are like the tight springs of a watch. They stay tightly wound, deep within themselves. Most of the dense energies are tightly coiled energies. The strongest of them is that of hatred. The coils of hatred do not lie one on top of the other; they lie one into the other and when you try to unravel the coil, it almost always first becomes a knot. And it takes great patience to unravel that knot.
The second facet, which has almost similar but not as dense a coil, is that of fear. Fear can lie like a serpent, coiled deep within you, never showing its head because its head lies deep within the coil. That is why fear takes so long to be unraveled because the more you unravel it, you are only looking at its coils and its head gets greater and greater and greater hidden, deeper and deeper into itself. Residues of fear take very, very, very long to be released because the energy of fear, even though it starts uncoiling, the head of the fear has to be removed before there is no residue left at all.
And then a third facet, not as strong as fear but very close to it is the energy of rage. The energy of rage has its head in the most unique place. Its head is in its tail. In its tail, there is a sting. In order to find the head, the root of the rage, you have to necessarily experience its sting. That is why rage can sometimes create such harm because when its sting is felt internally, the shock that the inner energy structure receives, is sometimes so violent, that in order to be withstood, the shock must be transmitted outside. And that is what you will see as a violent outburst of rage.
And then you have facets, like attraction, which have curvilature energies. Let us explain: linear, they are not coiled, they are smooth-flowing and yet they have a curvilature. They bend. These energies do not flow in straight lines. The word ‘linear’ must not make you believe that they flow in straight lines. Linear, when used by the cosmic realms, means without coil. They have no coil, but they have a curve. As they move they keep curving.
Yezad: Do they complete the circuit?
They have to. That is the joy of a curve. They are spherical and that is why they are cyclical. And that is why positive thoughts, positive energies, positive feelings seem to you to come in phases, where you experience a certain time period of positivity, of happiness, of joy, of fulfillment, of attainment. But once that cycle is over, it has to be, it has to be, instantly replaced by a coil. That is why these spherical energies are also called ‘cyclical energies’; they come in cycles.
When an entire cycle is over, it is instantly replaced by a coil, which you experience as negativity, as failure, as difficulty, as anger, as envy, as poverty. But you must go through these cycles. If not for the cyclical energies, your energy matrix would not be able to strengthen itself to receive the unraveling of the coil.
You are born not to experience the spherical energies; you are born to unravel the coiled energies. That is the purpose of your birth. We cannot be more emphatic that this; that is the purpose of your birth because you, and this beloved Earth, is moving into a realm where spherical energies are constant and not cyclical. In order to reach the constancy of spherical energies, you have to first unravel the coiled energies.
Coiled energies will stay within your energy matrix, incarnation after incarnation after incarnation, till you deliberately, of your own volition, unravel them and let them go. (To someone in the group) Let us give you an example: 6 weeks of the classes, you felt strong, powerful; for the first time, you knew you were master. The cycle gave you strength. Instantly the coiled energy said: now release me. When it is released, when the head is released, you will start another cycle. And that is why so many of you feel: when does this end? You go up and you go right down into a valley and then you climb up and then you go right down into a valley. It will end when there is no more coiled energy, within you, to release.
Nandinie: I’m right now going through rage (…) Don’t know what to do.
(Jade Fire silently worked on her energies) We have started for you a cyclical energy pattern. This cyclical energy pattern will remain with you for 90 days. Within 90 days, approach this child (Ellaeenah); she has been taught to take energy matrices back to the point of experience. You are attempting to release the rage of a past energy matrix, which is held in a current energy matrix, which is, in fact, a far more powerful energy matrix. So what you experience is far stronger than what you experienced at the moment of the instant. It is not possible to do this easily. It will take, for someone of your structure, just one reversal of your energies for it to be completely released. We have started a 90 day cyclical pattern for you.
Attraction also has a cyclical energy. What you focus on, deep within your energy matrix, is released in a linear, curvilature pattern, which goes out, right into the cosmic core, where your energies reside; where your energies reside. Your energies do not reside here. Your energies do not reside here; they go deep into the cosmic core where your energies reside. It is there that manifestation takes place, not here, not here, not here.
This is the point of release. That which you release here will manifest in the cosmic core and return to you for experience. If you can remember this part of the energy of attraction, you will always be conscious of what is being released. You pay so much attention to this (physical) when manifestation does not take place here. You must only pay attention to this for this is what you release. It is there, where your energies reside, where you are in your purest spirithood, where you still exist in God Self, where there is no veil of forgetfulness, where you experience all that is because all that is not does not even exist, it is there that manifestation takes place.
Will this cycle of up and own ever end?
It has to end because the Earth and you are moving to the realm of constant linear; not cyclical linear.
But we can assure you that your evolution stage on Earth, as it is today, the creation of coiled energy structure has slowed down considerably. Let us give you an example, in your Earth time: if in 1901, you could, as humanity, have created one million coiled energy structures, you now have the ability to create 100. So it is slowing down.
How do you practically unravel these coils?
The only practical way to unravel coiled energy is to acknowledge it, is to look at it, strongly and boldly, acknowledge its presence, simultaneously acknowledging, my son, that it is not stronger than you, for it lies within you; you do not lie within it. If you can just see that equation, you can see how much more powerful you are.
What after all of it has been unraveled?
That is the state your gurus of the past have called nirvana, moksha, liberation, freedom from the coil. It is then that the kundalini changes. The kundalini, then, no more comes like a serpent; it arises like a pillar of light.
And when will this happen?
When humanity chooses to look at, to acknowledge each and every single aspect of coiled energy, without judgment, without shame, without guilt, without denial, without suppression.
To acknowledge the coiled energy, you have to first re-experience it. It has to be re-experienced. It is in the re-experiencing that the release lies. And if you are scared of the re-experience, you will not be able to enjoy the joy of release, for there is nothing that you need to fear, for even as you are in the grip of re-experience, your strongest God energies will be enfolding you, keeping you safe and protected.
Yes, beloved ones, not only our child, each and every one, each and every individual, each and every human being on this Earth, will have to re-experience the incident of the coiled energy so that they can be released. That is the only way to release the coiled energy. To re-experience, its head has to be revealed to you.
You can choose any method that you desire; any method. These are all but tools and why have you so joyously created so many tools for yourself? Because there are so many distinct, distinct human beings. For her meditation will work; for him therapy will work, for her vipasna will work, for her breathing will work.
Yezad: Is this what we mean by recurrence of past patterns?
That is absolutely right. When the coils are unraveling, because the head has not been revealed, what you will see is one coil at a time, and as each coil comes up, the pattern related to that coil will be re-experienced by you. But the head has not been re-experienced so the coil cannot be fully released.
Nandinie: Is that why mine is coming out in spurts?
That is right. It’s coming out one coil, one coil, one coil. You can choose this very long way, but it would be so much easier to re-experience, to allow the head to be revealed and to then say goodbye.
Why do you opt for, why do you choose for recurring moments of pain, when one swift blast can work more effectively? Why is it better to experience pain in smaller doses, than to open yourself up, in power, and say: let me have the full blast for I have the power to face it all at once?
When you re- experience it, does it go away?
Instantly its energy is dissipated. What is the coil, my child? The coil is the unassimilated energy that you have suppressed. You have created the coil by pushing it downwards and each time one coil comes up, it brings up so much fear and so much resistance that even that one coil you push back again. The coils get stronger and stronger. The interweaving of the coils gets more and more and more entangled. As soon as it has been re-experienced, its energy is released and in that moment of release, because you have now moved beyond the experience, you have gathered greater strength, you have gathered greater power, greater wisdom, greater love, greater nurturing, greater understanding; that release of energy can be assimilated now, even though it could not be assimilated then.
And understand that the coils that come up are the coils that you choose. Each cycle of energy pattern that is completed, gives you your experience of strength and it is from that experience of strength that you choose an appropriate coil.
When rage and compassion arise at the same time and you choose compassion, are you suppressing the rage?
You must understand that rage and compassion cannot co-exist. What will happen, as the wisdom of your inner mind expands, there will be an understanding, on an intellectual level, of another’s problems, of another’s pain, of another’s fear; it is an intellectual understanding; it cannot be confused with compassion, which again has a cyclical, spherical energy. But the intellectual understanding, my beloved one, is also vital. It allows the coils of rage to be experienced coil by coil and not be pushed down again.
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By re-experiencing the moment of pain; by re-living the incident, completely and utterly, without any resistance.
How do we ensure that new coils are not being created?
Every time you criticize, a coil is created, every time you abuse, a coil is created, every time you judge, a coil is created; but remember, we have said it has slowed down. Let us explain why: now humanity is at a paradoxical level of evolution. On one hand, the judgment still exists, the criticism still exists; on the other hand, is an awareness, is an acceptance, is a greater tolerance, is a stronger fortitude. The coil is created and the coil is instantly dissolved, at almost all times; at almost all times. The stronger you get, the quicker is the hit back of the coil. If you wish to call it, that is the only disadvantage of growing in power.
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Experience! Experience! Experience! That is the name of the game of life. You have to experience; that is why you chose this human form. But you wish to escape the very purpose for which you are here and how can that be possible?
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The stronger you get, the stronger are the coils and the quicker and more forcefully do the come up and go. Till there comes a time you cannot hide anymore for there is nowhere to hide.
(…) we would need a lot of courage. How do we develop courage?
That is the simplest. Each night before you sleep, let your mind focus on all the smallest of wonderful things that you have done. The smile that you gave to that little beggar on the road, the gentle way that you refused to give alms, the polite manner in which you said no to a pesky phone call, the little things you did to bring a smile to someone’s face, the words of courage and strength and caring and love that you gave to someone in need. Allow yourself to focus on all these wonderful things that you’ve done through the day, which you all do but which you do not remember. By the end of the day, you have forgotten that little beggar boy, but you do not know that when he goes to sleep, he sees the smile you gave him, through the window of your rich car, and for one night, he doesn’t hear the growl of an empty belly; he sees a smile of someone who did not look down upon him. And in that moment, my beloved one, you are his God.
But you forgot; you forgot. Through the day you do so many things because you are Gods but you forget. And you only remember where you failed. You only remember where you faltered. How can you be courageous then? You do not need to work at getting strong; you already are.
Wouldn’t it make you proud of yourself?
Greetings to all beloved ones! We bow to you, for in each one we see such commitment. There is no resistance; there is only commitment to joy, to growth, to love, to sharing, to giving. And we bow to such masters; we bow. |
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