Knowing I AM

9.10.2005

Channeling through Ellaeenah

Lady Margaret

I’m so glad to meet you. You need a name? I’m Lady Margaret; not known to you but a part of what you know as the hierarchy. There are some of us who do not wish to be experienced in the manner you experience some of the Masters. Our work is done out-of-sight, and I come today to tell you what it is to experience to be a Lady Master and come to a group, as enlightened as yours, and say my name and only receive incomprehension from your eyes. Who is this? Why has she come? Where are our fine masters? It is essential that I speak so that you may understand the strength there is in silent Masterhood. Not everyone can be in, what you call, the limelight, but the others upon whom that ‘light’ does not fall are not non-existent. They are very much there; in fact, it is the strength of those upon whom the ‘light’ doesn’t fall that is used by one who stands there in the ‘light’, in that very small circle of ‘light’ that seems to isolate one from the rest. Does it make the rest of us feel small? Not at all! Why? Because we know our contribution. We acknowledge the importance of the task we do, and we are completely conscious of the fact that were I not to do my task, the one that you love and call Jade Fire, would not do his, and that knowledge of my task, in its significance, gives me an honour and a glory as great as the one experienced by the one you call the Jade Fire. And yet, I’m never seen. I’m never heard. You do not even know that I exist. And were I to depend upon you to BE, I would never BE, because you would not know that I was, that I AM.

 Do you understand how you depend upon another to exist? And when you depend upon another to exist, you then must have your time in the limelight, else how will others see you if the ‘light’ didn’t fall upon you? If you were in the dark wings, in the shadows, the rest would not know that you were even standing there, and because you depend upon them to BE, you would not BE. There would be no I AM; there would be I am only if you think I am. But I know I AM so I do not need my time in the limelight, and, in fact, it is very strange for me to have it upon me like at present.

 But what am I ‘feeling’, if you wish to use that word? What am I feeling now? I am as joyous as I am always. The ‘light’ has neither added nor taken away anything from me. I have been assigned the temporary task of a different nature, that’s all. And just as all tasks assigned to me are done in great joy, so is this.  And it is this joy that gives me the position in the hierarchy to be Lady Master Margaret. It is the same joy that I feel when you only know the existence of your Jade Fire and not the Lady Master Margaret, because the Lady Master Margaret does not need you to know about her. I AM and I know I AM. I do not need you to confirm my presence. Do you understand why I have come today?

If I did not know that I AM, I’d always be in conflict, in envy, because I would want to be where He is. And I would question, “Why him and not me?” In that conflict would lie my ignorance. Ignorance of what? Ignorance of I AM. And I AM is a joyous state to BE, because every moment of I AM experience is glorious, and there is no moment insignificant or too trivial. There is no task that is important and no assignment too small. In each moment, there is the Infinite Glory of I AM. There is the experience of I AM and when that joyous experience is complete every moment, then I do not desire another experience. I do not desire the experience of the ‘limelight’ because it is not going to be more joyous than my own; so that there is no desire. It is in the knowledge of I AM that all duality vanishes. But that knowledge is essential. And after that knowledge, that acknowledgment is essential. That honour of I AM is essential, and then it is a state of Infinite Joy. The little moments of glory, as you consider them to be, seem so dim in comparison to the joyous state of I AM. When you need an experience outside of You, you have not the wisdom, you have not the acknowledgement, you have not the joy of I AM; in I AM each experience is YOU. There is no need, no desire, no feeling, no thought; just CONSCIOUSNESS. Consciousness of I AM. I AM.

Understand how this is only an extension of your human instinct of survival. Why do you wish to survive? Why? Why do you wish to live? To exist? Because I AM wish to BE, and if that is the experience of I AM, then why is your experience different from mine? Because you rely on others to give you that experience. I know I AM. And consciousness of experience upon experience only expands this wisdom of I AM so that eventually, your experience is also my experience of I AM. And as your I AM expands and consciousness grows, then you enjoy all experiences of all the diverse aspects of you and then this moment of infinity is not separate from other moments and this space (pointing to someone) is not different from this space (pointing to another) and in that knowledge the time-space continuum vanishes. All, all limitations, restrictions vanish. In that state of consciousness I AM.

Whenever you seek the limelight, understand that a small part of you is crying out for recognition, crying out for acknowledgment. But it is not crying out for recognition and acknowledgement from others; it is crying out for recognition and acknowledgement from you. And when it doesn’t get it from you, it needs another’s recognition and acknowledgement.

Do you need a mirror to know you have eyes, little one?

No.

Why not? You can’t see your eyes.

I know it.

Ah! You know it is there. You don’t need a mirror to tell you that truth. You just know it. Know it. It is when you do not know, do not experience the truth of YOU, that you need mirrors. Do not seek to be anywhere else but where you are. In that ‘search’ lies your ignorance. In that search lies your ‘hunger’.  In that search lies your need for recognition. Whenever those feelings of envy and resentment, of anger and judgment, pop up their little heads, like naughty little children, remember the Lady Master Margaret and laugh at these little children and say, “You can’t get the better of me. I know I AM”.
BE! Such a small word, and yet an entire universe lies in it. BE! If you were to meditate on nothing else ever for the rest of the time you’re going to spend on this realm, meditate on the word ‘BE’. It is more powerful than your word ‘Om’. ‘Om’ creates physical reality; ‘BE’ transcends it.

Will you chant ‘BE’? Transcend the limited, limiting physical realm of denseness. (To Diana) Will you take them through the chant right now; a short chant so that you experience the power of ‘BE’.

May I use the ‘tanpura’? I have never chanted “BE”.

Get rid of this doubt. BE this instrument. BE it, don’t play it.

The sitters chanted ‘BE’

In just this short period of time some of you felt the ‘fading away’ of your limbs. That is the power of BE. Transcend all that is physical. The continuous chanting of ‘BE’ will take you far beyond your limitations. It has the power to levitate you. It has the power to release you from the human body. But a chanting of ‘BE’ if done for a long time, must always be ended by the chanting of ‘Om’.

Chant this. Feel its love. Know I AM.