18-6-2006

Ellaeenah: (a talk before the channeling)

A small group of us were having dinner last night and the topic of conversation came around to the recent past and current present, when so many people have been experiencing a feeling of bloating. You’re just looking bigger; you know you’re not in sync, weight-wise. We were wondering what was happening. Someone had been told, in a channeling, by one of the Masters ‘to release’. But release ‘what’ was the question.

What we are being asked to release, at present, are not only issues that we are facing in this life. The debris that we have accumulated, over several incarnations, is still lying within our energy matrix. Those energies have to be worked with. But we don’t know what the situation was. Yes, past life regressions do have their place at the right time and for the right purpose, but I certainly don’t advocate them as an ‘ongoing exercise’. Then one tends to get into a bit of a ‘crutch’ situation and also faces, a very genuine danger; one tends to ‘make up’ stuff. You literally hypnotize yourself into making up stuff.

When I was going through the release I asked Jade Fire, I don’t even know what I have to release so how do I release it? All I kept saying to facilitate the process was, “I release. I release. I release.” For a long it was only (pointing to the head) but eventually, I did. I released whatever and instantly the bloating went away.

So what is this several of us are going through? First of all, we have to understand that there are energies present inside that energy grid of yours, which cannot be released. They are your energies; you can’t release them; but you CAN assimilate them. What we are doing, in this point of NOW, is assimilating all that we have put out, through so many incarnations, which we have not assimilated yet, and therefore it’s like it’s outside of me; though it’s part of me and my energies, it still feels like it’s outside of me.

Can you give us an example?

When you say ‘assimilate’, it means to make those energies yours, so completely, so 100%, that you have no recollection left. In a regression (and so many of us have done a past life regression), have you ever regressed and become a fish, a bird, an animal, a plant, a stone, a mineral? And yet we know that that is the evolution of the soul. We’ve all gone through the mineral stage and plant stage and fish and reptile, etc. Why don’t we have memories of that? Why don’t I see myself as a little lizard? Because I have assimilated those energies completely. They are not outside of me anymore; therefore I can’t tap into them and ‘see’ them. If I have to see something, P, I have to have it, in a sense, ‘outside’. So when you have a regression and you see S bashing you up, in one lifetime, that bashing up and that energy of, let’s say, fear or anger or whatever you put out, has not been assimilated by you. It’s out there, waiting to be assimilated, so in a regression, it comes up and says, “Here I am. Assimilate me.”

But how do some react to that kind of past life regression? They will go back and say, “xxx@@@## bashed me up; tortured me to death. Now I’m going to @@## his happiness.” But, friends, that’s not the purpose; THE PURPOSE OF A PAST LIFE REGRESSION IS NOT TO PERPETUATE THE PAST. There are some people who have a past life regression and realize that X and I were lovers in the past, and so now we have to bond and become lovers again. That was one reality; this is another reality. The only connection between the two realities is the energy that you have put out; you don’t have to have an affair with X in this NOW because you were lovers in the past. The purpose of a regression is not to perpetuate another reality, but to see that a reality had been created by you, which resulted in an energy that expended by you for the purpose of an EXPERIENCE. But having been caught in that situation, you were not able to assimilate that experience and therefore, it’s still ‘out there’. It only comes up to say I’m out there.

So what is happening right now, in this vital period? For the newcomers here, there’s a bit of joyous news, which you may not be aware of: on 31st December 2005 all of Humanity left the 3rd dimension behind. None of us, no one anywhere in the world, is in the 3D. Humanity has grown beyond the 3D, and we are now moving towards the 5D. We are moving through a corridor, which is called the 4D. As the Masters have explained to us, in this movement through this corridor, we have to release the baggage of the past. We cannot carry baggage with us, and unassimilated energy is baggage. We seem to feel, “I have to get rid of this baggage; I have to take it and throw it away.” No!! You have to transmute it; you have to make it into your energy of I AM.

This is the period when all of it will come up. Starting from today Uranus goes retrograde, until November. What happens when Uranus, the planet of transformation, goes retrograde? Release! It means it’s going to permit all the unexpected to take place, to flow with the unexpected, not to resist it. Uranus is inviting you to go, every moment, with the flow. Don’t make rigid plans; have a general idea where you wish to be in every moment in the NOW, and then just go with the flow. If there’s a change, go with the change. It is vital the Uranus goes retrograde right now; it is the planet for transformation. It’s the rebel: it tells you to move away from what you are used to, from all the patterns that you are used to: your attitudes, your beliefs. Move away! What is it doing? It’s removing old energies and saying assimilate them into the new energies that you possess.

What do we have to do? At a subconscious level, it’s happening to everyone. Talk to people, not just people who are onto the path of spirituality; talk to any person that you meet and you will see that it is the same; it’s like a common litany for everyone: I’m facing all my old problems again. I thought they had gone. They’re coming back. This issue had resolved and now it’s all coming back again. This person had gone out of my life but again he’s there. Why? The Universe is saying now let’s assimilate, but when these old energies need to be assimilated, the memories that they carry with them, touch our subconscious instantly. And the subconscious remembers what the conscious mind does not wish to touch, and instant fear comes up.

What does that person do in reaction? The person uses his own internal energy, from the chakric system, to create a physical, tangible block. It says, “You can’t go beyond this; I won’t allow you to.” Where is the block created? Solar Plexus! It takes the hits. It’s your center of power and strength. You use your own internal power and strength, and you actually make a huge ball and you place it there. The hara, which is the holder of the subconscious, cannot then penetrate this energy block. The block keeps getting larger because the hara is pushing more and more energy out and the result is that you feel bloated. You actually see the bloat at the solar plexus. Then the hara region begins to swell because it cannot keep in the unassimilated energy any more. You begin to wonder why am I putting on weight here? What’s happening? I’m not even eating so much. Why is the abdomen growing?

How does one overcome this? BY BEING COMPLETELY IN A STATE OF DIVINE POWER. You breathe this power in. Friends, I have experienced how vital breathe is for us. Let us learn to consciously breathe in very slowly. Breathe in very slowly; don’t breathe out immediately. The prana needs to assimilate in your cellular structure. Let that happen and then breathe out, very slowly, through the mouth Then don’t breathe in again; stay without breathe. When you stay without breathe, the body goes into balance. All those things that are a little out of sync take their time to come into their rightful positions. Jade Fire once told me that a full inhalation and exhalation cycle, done correctly, should take you 32 counts/seconds. By breathing quickly and shallowly we don’t take in enough prana. The little prana that we do take in does not have time to enter our cells; then we breathe out and we breathe out incompletely, so toxic energies remain within, and then we breathe in immediately so the little prana that enters, comes into our bodies, instantly blends with the toxic energy and empowers it. And then we wonder why we are sick, why we are putting on weight, why we are losing weight…...

OK, maybe you cannot breathe this cycle as you are rushing about your daily activities, but let’s include it as a part of our daily routine and do this whenever we can. You don’t have to give it a fixed time; there are so many times, in the day, when you can do it: you’re waiting at a bus stop, you’re in a cab, you’re waiting for someone to pick up the phone at the other end. How many times in the day, we waste these opportunities when we can breathe correctly. As you breathe correctly, you chant, “I AM Divine Power.” When you are in that state of Divine Power, then just once, firmly and consciously, make an intent: I release all blocks, known and unknown to me, that come in the way of my complete assimilation. Then see how quickly it works.

Yesterday, we had Serapis Bey coming in with Ray 4, in the Rays class. By the time I went home, after the dinner I had a sharp, stinging pain in my throat. I knew what was happening because they had explained that Serapis Bey’s energies release whatever blocks there are; the throat has always been my weak chakra. What did I do? I said I am not taking any medicine; I am Divine Power. Serapis Bey’s energies can do what they need to do. I permit it all.  I am Divine Power. In a very, very short while the Divine Power directed to the throat instantly cleansed, healed. I woke up this morning without a problem. Each one of us can do this, but why don’t you?  BECAUSE YOU DON’T KNOW YOU HAVE THE POWER…. you are caught in ‘that’ memory of the past. NOW is the time when the release of all baggage is happening; you can’t fight that. Assimilation has to happen; all that you have put ‘out’ you now have to take back ‘in’. Why fight the process? You have the Divine Power to smoothen the process, so don’t fight it, facilitate it; in fact, every time a block is removed be joyous. Physical manifestations do come up sometimes when blocks are being removed. Wonderful! Don’t get scared at an upset tummy or other symptoms. Access and experience the Divine Power, transmit it into whichever point in your body is giving you the dis-ease, the discomfort, and instantly set it right.

Why are you giving your POWER away, even to a tablet? Of course, if you do need to take the tablet, do so, but instantly know that your Divine Power will, in fact, make that tablet even more effective than it is. But don’t use any medicine as a ‘crutch’. Last night I could have taken some awful tasting syrup, but I chose not to; I chose to instantly blaze the throat with DIVINE POWER. When you do this instantly, it works much quicker. If I had waited for a few days, my throat would have been so bad, I would have lost my voice completely. And I didn’t sit for 10 minutes, blazing my throat. Divine Power doesn’t need ‘time’ to heal. Divine Power is instantaneous. So do this just once and release those blocks. Say firmly, from the core of your being, ‘I release all blocks, known and unknown, which pose a hurdle to my complete and full assimilation.’

Once is more than enough, but every day, reiterate your Divine Power. Why? Because we tend to forget. When I get caught in a situation, arguing with Y, I ‘forget’ because I’m in the habit of saying, “I’m a human being” and giving myself this excuse. So I have to keep reminding myself. Initially, it’s a question of reiterating but there comes a time it’s so complete, you never need to remind yourself; it’s been assimilated.
So let’s go through this process. It’s happening to all of us. It’s happening at a physical level, emotional level, mental level; we’re all going through it. Let’s not fight it. YOU CAN’T! The more you fight it, the greater will be the push. How long are you going to fight? When you don’t fight, it’s a smooth process. People feel, “Oh my God! What will I remember? What will come up?” Nothing ‘comes up’. The Universe is saying it’s gone in the past, why must you think of that? Forget about it. It’s not going to be so nasty and make you look at it. Nothing comes up. There is no need to fear this process. There is no need to fear your Divine Power. Acknowledge it, openly, honestly, bravely to anyone and everyone. There is no fear involved, and if fear or pain does come up, from a memory, aren’t we fortunate to have each other?

So let’s truly, from this moment, begin to experience our Divine Power and know that THERE IS NOTHING BEYOND THAT; NOTHING. There is no problem greater than the Divine Power. None!