03.06.2007

Ellaeenah

Those of us who know about global energy shifts often wonder about the real nature of the shifts. We look around that a large part of our existence is still the same. We still read of crimes and disasters in the newspapers, we still hear of the widespread corruption, of being cheated and betrayed, and we wonder is anything really changing? It doesn’t seem to be … in fact I have often been told by many that the so called ‘evil’ is flourishing, quite openly, without any shame. So is this change only in the books? In the channelings? Are we caught in a global fantasy? A universal hypnotism? If 2008 is going to bring about significantly major shifts, surely by now we should see strong evidence of this.

All of this I have heard time and again from so many different persons. Some have even surmised that the shifts are happening at some level that we are not conscious of, but then go on to question… how does it all really affect me, my life? Why do my problems not go away?

The answer points to two possibilities: there is no change and we are kidding ourselves, making believe. Does this answer seem true to you? Does it resonate?

No. NO.

We are all in agreement of this, that is not the appropriate answer, but we all do acknowledge that physically the shift has not been as tangible as we had all hoped and expected it to be. And there lies the problem. When the truth was and is revealed by Self about the shifts in energy, we assumed that it would be a positive shift. We assumed that the benefits would be tangibly evident to us in the life we live day to day. If you are truly honest, you will acknowledge that at some level or the other there is discontent within you. And we question when will this really change? And by this we mean when will my life become easier, freer of trouble? But at no time did Self reveal that this is what would follow with the shift. This is what we construed out of personal expectations.

Self revealed that the shift is magnificent, glorious, taking humanity to a quantum leap ahead. We heard these words but we understood them as no problems And this didn’t happen. The social systems, legal systems, medical systems and the economic systems are not working any more through the element of true service. The magnificent, glorious shift doesn’t seem to be aligned with our daily lives.

And yet we know, deep down we all do know that the shift has taken place. And the shift is magnificent; the shift is glorious because the shift has been quantum leap towards SELF RESPONSIBILITY. Self revealed clearly that the energies of those we had called ‘masters’, ‘white brotherhood’, ‘cosmic hierarchy’, is being withdrawn from the earth system, but we still did not understand that this was the leap to self- responsibility. The glorious and magnificent shift is the shift from dependency to self responsibility. And that is the glory; that is the joy because when you are dependent on another for emotional strength, support, solace, for healing, for financial security, for my well-being at any level, in that dependency you sacrifice the best part of you. You sacrifice your divine masterhood.

Am I then recommending that you not ask for help and do everything yourself? Not at all. Responsibility means being able to ask for help, but not being internally dependent on that help, so that if it should not come you are not resentful, sad, agitated in any manner. With responsibility comes the awareness of what is co-dependency. But in order to understand this, you have to know and recognize who you are. You have to understand your emotional framework, your mental patterns. You have to be completely in touch with your belief systems. You have to stop living unconsciously. You have to work hard to release yourself from the power that memory has over you, so that you respond to the NOW and not react from the past memory. It is because of our memories that we choose to depend on others, rather than recognizing the strength and power of self. Every memory that you hold on to, however subconscious it might be, is filled with the pain of lack of self-worth. If there is nothing within me worthwhile how can I depend on me? Then when you have an emotional blow you need someone on the outside to tell you that you are ok, because you cannot say this to self.

When you are co-dependent, you can use the energies of others to bolster you in a manner that is in full alignment because you already why your energy is draining out. Then you do not need someone to tell you that you are OK, because in spite of an emotional low you know you are OK; you then use that friend’s strength to reenergize yourself. And you also have the energies to use in full service to another without judgment or question or doubt, whenever these are called for. When you are co-dependent you take the responsibility of recognizing the drain of your emotional and mental energies, and then approaching the appropriate energy structure of another that can reenergize your energy matrix. With this responsibility comes the activation of Conscious Creation; you create the appropriate internal or external catalyst that is required in that moment by you.

When we make this shift, fully, we will stop reading in the newspapers of all that disturbs us today. Why? That newspaper is mirroring your internal state. Making that shift first entails taking the responsibility of inner acknowledgement of that statement. When you work towards this shift, you stop saying that XYZ has done something… you say I have. In that ‘I’ all judgment stops, and true inner understanding takes its place.

All of this requires courage. But courage can be externally applied only when it is first internally experienced. When you kill parts of yourself because you judge them to be ugly, too ugly to be acknowledged by you as ‘you’, you need to be dependent on others for your validation.

The shift has taken place. Why are we not aware of this shift? Because we are resisting the inner shift? To the degree you resist the inner shift, to the same degree are you unaware of the larger energy shift and its effects in your daily life. If your physical life is in disarray, you are caught in personal conflicts affecting you and your family, you are suffering from ill health, then you must acknowledge honestly that you are resisting the inner shift, and that the energy shift that you talk of is only an intellectual exercise for you.

We are resisting our own masterhood. Thousands of lifetimes lived in blame, have resulted in this becoming an unconscious habit. We choose to blame our systems and repeat “when will this golden age come?” The earth undergoes on going shifts which are constant and consistent, just as yours and mine are. And should X choose to go out today and commit a ‘crime’, this is in no way going to affect the energy shift that takes place in the energy matrix as a natural, ongoing process. This event we may judge as a ‘crime’, but if for X it is only an experience that his soul is taking him through, then this consciousness will stop X from getting emotionally or mentally caught in the experience, but it will in fact be an observation from which X will have much to learn.

The choice lying before us today is one between knowingness and consciousness. Consciousness of this kind needs an inner strength that can undertake to participate in a ‘disaster’ because consciousness brings with it the full understanding that disaster is only perception and that all is Divine Order. But, as we sit in this room today, none of us have this kind of inner strength because as soon as the thought of the act should cross our minds, we will instantly judge it as ‘wrong’, ‘sinful’ or ‘evil’.

You wonder, would this kind of inner shift not perpetuate crime? Not at all. When the shift is one of complete and divine self responsibility, you will speak and do only that which is good for ALL because you do not perceive others as separate and different from you. In this recognition of unity there is no destruction; only re-creation. This internal shift does not give you a license or a convenient excuse; it makes you master the areas of weakness that still lie within each of us. 

If you refuse to move away from judgment, from dependency, the shift will not become apparent to you in your daily life. Whenever you pass a judgment, acknowledge that you have chosen dependency. When you call that hijacker I, when you call that rapist I, when you call that thief I, you drop the dependency on judgment and set the stage for the glorious realization of the cosmic understanding of that hijacking, or rape or theft.

But this takes courage and perseverance because lying ahead of us on this journey towards our internal shift is the hurdle of our memories. Our memories have been strengthened by conditioning that goes beyond one lifetime. The one question you do not ask in this journey is ‘when will it happen?’ This question brings with it the energy of impatience which only serves to cause stress within you. Don’t bind yourself by the strictures of time. If you question ‘why is it happening to me?’ you have given up responsibility, and with this you have given away your power to the external environment.

Why then has Self revealed to us certain dates, like 20th June, 2007?

When I am ALL THAT I AM, I understand all my perceptions as well, and in this recognition comes the fact that my perception being caught in a time zone, to be able to access the information of global shifts, Self uses what self is most easily able to understand… time…dates. Just as we choose to wear clothes which we KNOW beyond any doubt are not part of us at all, we choose to ‘wear’ the garb of time. Self being all pervasive, all knowing, knows that the shift IS. You, Self, already know that. But when this consciousness which exists at a deep levels of you, is brought to the conscious level of your concrete mind through a ‘word’ catalyst, you can access this information more easily. This helps us to BELIEVE in what our consciousness is already aware of.

We all have different layers of consciousness. At the significant levels of our consciousness when our energies are at their most expanded states, consciousness already knows of the shifts and the cycles of energy. But the state of consciousness which recognizes itself by the label of names, does not know of this, so the consciousness of humanity draws this information up from its depths to the level where K knows, S, knows, R knows and so on. But our knowing has not made it happen. It already IS whether you and I know it or not.

If I asked you whether it is night at present, you will emphatically answer NO, but the man on the other side of the world will say Yes. Your lack of awareness of the night in another part of the world, does not make it less dark. You are not aware that someone is dying right now, but your ignorance of this fact has not taken away the truth of death from that person. Your knowingness does not create your reality, your consciousness does.  Knowingness comes from memory; consciousness comes from moment to moment IS-NESS.

The task lying before us is to shift from knowingness to consciousness. You know what is taught to you. This makes you dependent on the external for the teaching. Knowingness is derived from memory. Consciousness is a state that holds within it all possibilities and creates tangible memories of those possibilities that you choose to be aware of. You reveal your choice of awareness by the reliving of certain memories and thus recycle them.

Will you still choose to learn only what another teaches you, which may be inaccurate, incomplete, or will you choose to permit your consciousness to make you experience the fullness of Self?

In this choice you would only be living in the moment….

That is right. Only in the MOMENT. And that, dear, is the most difficult step in the shift. Why? Our very existence encourages us to live in the past. You know because science has taught you that you hear what I say a micro-second after I have said it, and that you react or respond to it, a micro-second after you have heard it. So your reaction is a reaction to what is already past! How joyous we are in the challenges we place before ourselves. We create our goals and we create the hurdles in the path of our goals!! That is the joy of human existence, and that is why the earth chose the Fourth Ray... the Ray of Harmony through Conflict.

So let us understand that the shift revealed by Self only focuses on the internal. There is no shift outside of us. What is WITHIN, is outside. The leap within, if we should choose to make it, changes the Fourth Ray to one of Universal Beauty, Art and Music, because what knowingness of Ray 4 (harmony through Conflict)  will be expanded into consciousness of Ray 4 (Universal Beauty and Divine Order). Though you know the ray to be one of conflict, your consciousness already IS aligned to its Universal Beauty and Order. If this were not true, you would not be able to appreciate a beautiful work of art or enjoy a delightful symphony.

You can choose to make your consciousness into your knowingness….not a knowingness facilitated by the external, but a knowingness that arises from the depths of your consciousness rising forth like a geyser bursting through your concrete mind like a fountain of wisdom. Self teaching self…. Responsibility.

Thank you for your love and support... always.