17-8-2008

Channeling by Ellaeenah: (Goa Retreat….Re-Creation of Self)

Jade Fire:

Beloved ones, close your eyes and allow your focus to be upon your ears. Allow the casual sounds of life to dim. Experience the weight of the energy of silence upon your ears. Feel its pressure.

Silence! The silence must be so thick that even the sound of this one’s (Ell) voice cannot break it. Silence so profound that you can hear it. All sounds seem to come from the periphery of this silence. Such is the silence imbued by the energy of self. And now you may open your eyes.

It is this profoundness of silence that you must seek. It is in this profoundness of silence that you can answer: what am I? This answer cannot be found in movement, in action, in words, in emotion, but in silence. Silence so deep that it presses upon your ears. It is an energy. It is not the absence of energy. Silence is an energy by itself.

Your auric field is comprised of this silence. To understand your auric field, you have to be silent. Silent. And even sounds cannot disturb it for they come and go just like the ebb and flow of life. If sounds can disturb you, then you have not experienced silence.

What can affect this auric field? Just about everything that is part of your daily living; from something as innocent as a piercing to a tattoo can tear the auric field. Each cigarette burns away a fine layer of energy in the auric field. Each glass of alcohol, a small ounce of chemical consumed, leaves holes, tears and gashes in the auric field. Noxious fumes, critical thoughts, judgmental words, suppressed opinions scar the auric field. Its equilibrium is so fragile that even a strong movement, a sharp physical jolt, can shake it into imbalance.

That is what you have come to experience in these 4 days: your auric fields. This workshop will not be the same for any of you, for it will not be what he (Sohrab) has to say or she (Ell) has to say or she (Scherry) has to say that will make the workshop successful or otherwise. You will make this work for you or not work for you. It will be your level of commitment, dedication to touch that inner silence throughout the day, from morn to night, to absorb it through meditation, to experience it through wisdom, to understand it through your own learning.

How you experience your auric field is completely reliant on how you treat your auric field. The more you burn it, tear it, cause gaseous cuts and scars in it, the less will you experience it. It is your choice, only yours. If in these following days you can commit only to the awareness of your auric field, only to its experience, only to its equilibrium, only to its health, this retreat will have been a success. If your persona takes over through judgment, through exclusion, through separation, through drink, through smoke, through chemical use, through harshness, through intolerance, this retreat will not be completely successful.

You have not come here to ‘learn’ as much as to ‘experience’. You have come here to strip yourselves bare, to lay yourselves open. You may ask why this experience is necessary, why must you be aware of this auric field? Our answer is: you need not be. But if you have chosen to re-create yourself, that is the only way to do this. You cannot re-create yourself except through the auric fields. Only the energy of the auric fields can begin the process of re-creation.

So this retreat is yours and you may choose what you wish to do with it and where you wish to take it and how much of dedication you wish to provide towards it. No one is to use to use any kind of compulsion. Each one must make a choice. At every moment, it has to be only your choice. And you may wish to change your auric field but 1%, and another may wish to change 51% ; and it is all just choice.

But before you enter these halls tomorrow, this choice must be made very clear: how much do I wish to experience as re-creation? You will not experience this in physicality for first your auric field will change. It is in that change that in the coming weeks you’ll find the physicality changing within and around you. So your choice must be of the auric field. How much of a change is it possible for me to make? Do I wish to do it? These are all pertinent questions of choice.

You may use this retreat entirely as learning modules alone, and that is a choice as well. But then, do not point the finger of blame to anyone if re-creation has not started. And it is not essential that you choose re-creation here and now; you may defer it. You may defer it and that is a choice too. And we repeat: there is no compulsion. Your soul has gathered you here for an opportunity but you may choose to accept this opportunity fully, partially, incompletely or not at all. And it is all a choice.

But once you have made a choice, then do not dishonor yourself by going back upon that choice. If your choice is that of 100%, then you must be aware of every word you speak and every thought that crosses your mind. If your choice is ‘partially’, you must be aware of every action, of everything you consume. That is all we ask: dedication to your choice, dedication to your focus. Honor your intent.

Whatever be your choice, we are with you completely. But let not this retreat proceed without everyone making their firm choice. Let the next 3 days be focused only upon your intent. And then if you should desire, you can expand that to the fourth day and the fifth and the sixth and the seventh till whenever it is that you choose to shift the equilibrium of your fragile auric field.

To answer your question…What am I? I am what my auric field is moment-to-moment. You cannot be Light if the auric field is jagged, you cannot be Love if the auric field is scarred with harsh judgment, you cannot be Oneness if separation has influenced your thoughts, your heart, your behaviour. You cannot be God if you’re aware of yourself and others as mere human beings with human habits that you find impossible to break. What am I? I am what my auric field is moment-to-moment.

May you always be in Divine Equilibrium.

Channeling by Sohrab:

The human body has recently undergone many changes, mutations, upgrades, re-wiring of circuitry. Some of these new systems are in place, some are simply dormant and are waiting your activation at the appropriate moment, in your scheme of time. Let us bring some of these aspects to your conscious knowledge.

Turn your attention to the soles of your feet. The soles of the feet now have a new layer of consciousness implanted between the physical surface of the sole and the bone structure within. This is like a grid or a flat energetic plate, highly sensitive and already active. Through this new energetic layer you, if you choose, will be very sensitive to planet Earth, her energies, her emanations, her vibrations and any aspect of her, deep within or on her surface, that you choose to access. Through the very physical soles of your feet, right here, right now, if you wish, you can connect with a portion of America or Australia and know, in an instant, what is taking place there through Mother Earth. You will also be sensitive to her needs and desires, her imbalances, her new vibrations and her new energetic emissions. Activate this plate, here and now, consciously, to the level you choose.

Turn your attention now to the calves. New fibrous strands of actual tissue, not just energies but physical tissue have now been introduced into the calves. These act like the strings of a guitar or a harp, vibrating one against the other with your music. A lot of deep core issues will vibrate from the calves and move up to your consciousness for evaluation and processing.

Turn your attention now to the kneecaps. Go just behind the kneecaps. A thin layer of liquid light now exists behind the kneecaps. This liquid light is layer upon layer upon layer of pure consciousness, your consciousness across time and space, across lifetimes, across universes. A lot of your deep processing will also come up through the kneecaps, having been activated by the new strands in the calves. They will activate the layers of consciousness and bring up memories, thoughts, patterns and beliefs for evaluation.

Turn your attention now to the entire hip and buttock area. See this as a semi-circular belt or cradle upon which you sit. Get in touch with this area. Many are having trouble; just bring your consciousness to the hips and buttocks. New vibrations are being introduced into the physical body through this area. Some of these new vibrations are simply new to you in this particular 3rd dimensional existence and some are genuinely new to you as a soul experience. The ones that are totally new will vibrate you at a rate you have never experienced before and the vibrations will be cushioned by the physical denseness of this area, filtered through it and released upward into the physical body so that your consciousness rises.

Turn your attention now to the navel. Visualize the navel as a vibrating black hole, encased within a white hole. It is a receiver and a translator at the same time. You are accessing cosmic frequencies, processing them and releasing them simultaneously through the navel.

Turn your attention now to the shoulders, biceps, triceps and elbows. See yourselves standing tall in magnificent celestial armor. You are drawing to self layers of strength, layers of perfection and layers of the super-human, all from self and you are implanting them within your own physical structure. This armor is not armor of protection. It is armor to declare your magnificence, your power, your vitality, your vibrancy, your aspect of the super-human.

Turn your attention now to the brain. Observe it for a moment from within. You will see mass activity taking place here: new pathways being forged, new electrical circuits being activated, a new inner vibrancy, a hum, a buzz. Your brain is regenerating from within, at your insistence. This has been taking place for quite a long time. Now it has reached a stage of critical self-appreciation. You must go within your own brain and decide how much to increase its power, in which direction or directions you wish to take it and what kinds of information you wish to process through it and in what manner. The power, strength, expanse and magnificence of your brains are completely in your control.

Now turn your attention to the entire physical body, as a whole. Study it for a moment. Experience the excitement of the upgrades within self. Experience how your body, as an entity, craves this new state of beingness. Shed the old. Embrace the new. You are super-human beings.

Be in joy, love, light and evolution.